Hatehatehate.
Oct. 9th, 2004 12:31 amI've been in a crappy/blah/depressive/leave me alone mood today it's unreal. I've been blaming myself for everything. One of the tiny baby gerbils got loose earlier and I was sure it was going to get lost and die cause it was so tiny and so fast and only had one eye open. But eventually it came back. And I saved over the DDR Extreme data TJ worked to unlock cause I was stupid and wasn't thinking about what I was doing.
I've just wanted to curl up and stare at the ceiling. I feel bad, cause I've been giving off that depressed/angry vibe all day and I'm sure TJ's noticed it. So I've been kinda keeping away from her so I don't snap and be a bitch.
I have so much I want to bitch and complain and rant about, but I can't properly form the sentences without them turning into a roar of anger halfway through. I'm tense and angry right now.
Maybe there's some alcohol around here that I can drink...
I really wish I'd just get my fucking period already. The last 3 to 4 weeks have been the worst. Between being horny and being moody it's been hell.
( Art crap. )
We're spending tomorrow with
irisintheshadow and Squirrel, for Joanna's birthday funs. And then we're going up to Toronto to visit
carvedinshadows for their wacky Canadian Thanksgiving. And I NEED ALL DRESSED CHIPS. OMG. IF I DON'T GET SOME I WILL SURELY DIE. :(
And then home and back to work sometime next week. Wheefun.
I've just wanted to curl up and stare at the ceiling. I feel bad, cause I've been giving off that depressed/angry vibe all day and I'm sure TJ's noticed it. So I've been kinda keeping away from her so I don't snap and be a bitch.
I have so much I want to bitch and complain and rant about, but I can't properly form the sentences without them turning into a roar of anger halfway through. I'm tense and angry right now.
Maybe there's some alcohol around here that I can drink...
I really wish I'd just get my fucking period already. The last 3 to 4 weeks have been the worst. Between being horny and being moody it's been hell.
( Art crap. )
We're spending tomorrow with
And then home and back to work sometime next week. Wheefun.
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