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I've been in a crappy/blah/depressive/leave me alone mood today it's unreal. I've been blaming myself for everything. One of the tiny baby gerbils got loose earlier and I was sure it was going to get lost and die cause it was so tiny and so fast and only had one eye open. But eventually it came back. And I saved over the DDR Extreme data TJ worked to unlock cause I was stupid and wasn't thinking about what I was doing.

I've just wanted to curl up and stare at the ceiling. I feel bad, cause I've been giving off that depressed/angry vibe all day and I'm sure TJ's noticed it. So I've been kinda keeping away from her so I don't snap and be a bitch.

I have so much I want to bitch and complain and rant about, but I can't properly form the sentences without them turning into a roar of anger halfway through. I'm tense and angry right now.

Maybe there's some alcohol around here that I can drink...

I really wish I'd just get my fucking period already. The last 3 to 4 weeks have been the worst. Between being horny and being moody it's been hell.

Colored sketch of Phe. I'm thinking about changing the white markings to more of an off-white or beigh color.

Little sketch (which is actually extremely tiny iRL) of boygirl Erin. SO FREAKING CUTE.

We're spending tomorrow with

irisintheshadow and Squirrel, for Joanna's birthday funs. And then we're going up to Toronto to visit

carvedinshadows for their wacky Canadian Thanksgiving. And I NEED ALL DRESSED CHIPS. OMG. IF I DON'T GET SOME I WILL SURELY DIE. :(

And then home and back to work sometime next week. Wheefun.

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