obliviousally_lj

I've had my LJ client up all day. Writing and erasing, writing and erasing. Because nothing I say is good enough and nothing I say is nice.

I'm just tired. I'm tired of trying to be the best I can be for the ones I love and it never being enough.

I just want to lie down and not get up.

Kick me while I'm down, kids.

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Baby for the first time
I'm falling, falling for the last time.
Half dead on the inside
Feels like nothing's left at all
Half smile on the outside
Then its gone

I could never be what you want me to be.
I'm just gonna leave you disappointed.

Could it be that this time
We're just longing, longing for the first time
It's been such a long ride
Now we're slipping back again
No matter how we try to pretend

I could never be what you want me to be.
I'm just gonna leave you disappointed.
I could never see what you wanted from me.
All you're gonna be is disappointed.
I could never be what you want me to be.
I'm just gonna leave you disappointed.

( Damn you, Angie!! )

Also, new arts! But they're NUDE. Soooo....

( Behind the cut! )

They're also both for sale with ladder options!
Exotic Tiger Dancer - LADDER OPTIONS <-- FurBuy
Soapy Bunny - LADDER OPTIONS <-- Furbid

Angie. Is this Ethan? http://modblog.bmezine.com/2008/03/06/want-a-free-tattoo XD

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh...tainted love
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh...tainted love
Tainted love

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Tainted love, tainted love...

Touch me baby, tainted love..