obliviousally_lj

I've had my LJ client up all day. Writing and erasing, writing and erasing. Because nothing I say is good enough and nothing I say is nice.

I'm just tired. I'm tired of trying to be the best I can be for the ones I love and it never being enough.

I just want to lie down and not get up.

Kick me while I'm down, kids.

Baby for the first time
I'm falling, falling for the last time.
Half dead on the inside
Feels like nothing's left at all
Half smile on the outside
Then its gone

I could never be what you want me to be.
I'm just gonna leave you disappointed.

Could it be that this time
We're just longing, longing for the first time
It's been such a long ride
Now we're slipping back again
No matter how we try to pretend

I could never be what you want me to be.
I'm just gonna leave you disappointed.
I could never see what you wanted from me.
All you're gonna be is disappointed.
I could never be what you want me to be.
I'm just gonna leave you disappointed.