And saying sorry won't make everything all right...

[obliviousally_lj]

TEN Things About You Right Now
. I think I'm coming down with a cold.
. I hate my job.
. My feet are freezing.
. I should be working on commissions.
. I really need to find a second/another job.
. These crackers are too damn sweet.
. I wish friends lived closer.
. I wish I could provide better.
. I wish I had more money to buy dumb things.
. At least I still have my optimism.

NINE Things I Wish I Could Say To Nine Different People.
. I really don't think I'm going to be able to deal with a year of baby talk from you. And I suppose society tells me I should feel guilty about it, but I don't.

. I really wish I could get to know you better. But I don't even know how to approach you without seeming like a little bit of a fangirl.

. I love you with all your strangeness and all our fights. You frustrate me to no end some days, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

. I don't know how to tell you I have abolutely no interest in your baby. I'd like to catch up with you over the eight or so years we've lost, but I don't think we're going to reconnect like you're hoping.

. I miss you and all your ruffles, bb. I hope we cans ee each other again, even if you are moving back home and away from the lovely Pacific Northwest.

. I like you, but you're terribly hypocritical about certain things. I'd point this out, but sometimes I'm too nice. Instead, it's better to just turn the subject away from them when they come up.

. You're an awesome friend and it's been so long since I've seen you, but I can't figure the words to tell you that....I really don't like your girlfriend. I know I'm civil and I have a really high tolerance for people, but....eh.

. I really only keep you on my f-list for potentional drama. I really liked you at once point and thought you were cool people. But after all the wangst in the last few months, I've just been left rolling my eyes.

. I friended you because you were a geeky person nearby when I was living in Washington. But I really hope things level out for you soon. You really deserve it because you're a really cool person. And you've been getting the shit end of the stick for almost the entire time I've been reading your journal.

EIGHT Ways To Win My Heart
. Have personality.
. Have a slightly sick sense of humor.
. Like animals, specifically vermin.
. Intelligence is win. Even if I don't 'get' something, I'm always willing to learn.
. Be a geek. But not a neckbeard. The cool sort of geek.
. Don't find my interests weird or stupid.
. I am a girl and sometimes I can be stupid. Be Aware of this.
. I'm also already quite taken, so the above is pretty pointless now!

SEVEN Questions That Cross My Mind
. Why am I not doing something with my art by now?
. Why am I still not in college?
. Why do I not have a better job yet?
. Why am I back in this damn town?
. Why must food be so goddamn expensive?
. When is it going to warm the fuck up?
. Why the hell did Fatchan drop dead today?

SIX Things I Do Before I Go To Bed
. Drag myself away from the computer.
. Get a bath.
. Have something warm to drink.
. Preen TJ.
. Play Pokemon Trading Card Game.
. Put Pamcake away.

FIVE People Who Mean A Lot To Me (not including family, since obviously they'd be on the list)
. TJ
. Angie
. Squeeji
. Rob
. Krispy

FOUR Things I Am Wearing Right Now
. Jeans that need washed.
. Pink+Green tank top.
. Orange undies with stars.
. Grey bra.

THREE Songs I Listen To A Lot, Lately
. Recoil - Breath Control
. The Mountain Goats - Old College Try
. The Faders - Better Off Dead

TWO Things I Want To Do Before I Die
. Travel the world.
. Publish some of my art bullshit.

ONE Confession
. I like certain OT3's. Tony/Pepper/Rhodey, Tony/Pepper/Steve

Comments

[keeperofdreams.livejournal.com]

Tony/Pepper/Steve

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF FAGGOT

[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

BETTER THAN YOUR COMEDIAN RAEP

[keeperofdreams.livejournal.com]

NO IT'S NOT

YOU'RE GAY FOR STEVE

[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

NO





U

[keeperofdreams.livejournal.com]

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[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

GODDAMNIT

[keeperofdreams.livejournal.com]

;{D

[v-e-r-a.livejournal.com]

Haha, I kinda hate these types of journals that are ~obscure and mysterious~ involving a secret hate/disliking for someone on their flist. I always presume the negative ones are about me, even with people I don't even know that well :S *not narcissistic, just paranoid*

[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

Hahaha, no way. But you are on there. :X Probably the vaguest one, too. X3

I'm always really bad with doing the weird obscure lists because I'm generally pretty open about who like like/dislike.

[v-e-r-a.livejournal.com]

It's the first one, isn't it? It's totally the first one... I'll stop calling you Sweetiecakes, if I absolutely must. ;_;

[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

Hahaha. XD

Nuu, tis the second. XD

[penanggalan.livejournal.com]

;.; I'm not cool enough to have fangirls! But don't worry - I think you's awesome and I'm not the type to suspect that even if someone admits to being one. XD

[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

You is cool people, though. :3

[keeperofdreams.livejournal.com]

Augh, me too. ;_;

[thepurplewolf.livejournal.com]

Number 2 on the your number 2 - I'm surprised I have never seen a portfolio form you of sorts because I would totally be all up ons a collection of your arts.

[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

I've been considering it, actually! It's just that I post almost everything I draw, because I like showing off my work. So I'm not sure if it would even be worth it to compile my artwork or anything. I'd have to jazz it up somehow.

[gypsyjr.livejournal.com]

I see what you did there. ;D

(And in my opinion, 95% of all ship wars could b solved by OT3s... >.> )

[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

GOD I LOVE OT3. D:

I know Tony/Pepper/Steve doesn't make a WHOLE lot of sense, but it makes more sense (in my mind) than Tony/Steve. D: