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obliviousally_ljThere's a guy at work who's got a real issue with STARING. And talking to me about his KID. Seriously, he'll somehow end up in the same aisle in toys as me and his ONLY conversation topics are his DAUGHTER or his EX. I'm too goddamn nice to say 'yeah, listen, I don't care', so I try my best to sound uninterested and that I'm only acknowledginh him so I don't look like a total bitch.
D says he stares at her a lot. He's just weird and tries this not-quite-subtle hitting on me and I'm like 'yeah....no'.
ALSO. He HAS a girlfriend and he keeps telling me about how they're moving to Georgia with her two daughters and I DON'T GIVE TWO SHITS.
Ugh.
I'm piecing together a sort of artbook on Lulu of my current digital pieces. It's mostly an experiment to see how it looks and how it's put together. I might do something different later, but it's a fun little project.
Also, due to hearing some grumbling about it from several people (not to myself directly, of course, just in general), I set up a LoudTwitter filter. If you don't want to see my posts from Twitter (as rare as they are most days), leave a comment and let me know and I'll remove you from the filter. :V
I'm sad my paid account is up, but I'm not renewing it (much to my utter dismay) until they do SOMETHING with the userinfo. Some sort of improvment. I miss my icons, though. :/
And now, musics!
♫ Puscifer - REV 22:20
Puscifer - REV 22:20
Don't be aroused, by my confession
Unless you don't give a good Goddamn about redemption
I know Christ is comin', so am I
You would too if the sexy devil caught your eye
She'll suck you dry
And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom
To do it again
She'll make you weep
And mourn and cry, to be back in her bosom
To do it again
(Pray) Til' I go blind
(Pray) Cause nobody ever survives
prayin to stay in her arms just until I can die a little bit longer
Saviors and saints, devils and heathens alike
She'll eat you alive
Jesus is risen, it's no surprise
Even he would martyr his mama to ride to hell between those thighs
The pressure is building, on the base of my spine
If I gotta sin to see you again then I'm gonna lie lie lie
She'll make you cry
I'll sell my soul, to be back in her bosom
Gladly now please suck me dry
And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom
To do it again
(Pray) Til' I go blind
(Pray) Cause nobody ever survives
Prayin' to stay in her arms just until I can die a little longer
Saviors and saints, devils and heathens alike
She'll eat you alive
My pulse has been rising
My temple is pounding
The pressure is so overwhelming and building
So steady they're fretting I'm ready to blow
What is she what is she what is she waiting for?
(Pray) Til' I go blind
(Pray) Cause nobody ever survives
prayin to stay in her arms just until I can die a little bit longer
Saviors and saints, devils and heathens alike
She'll eat you alive
♫ Thrice - The Lion and The Wolf
Thrice - The Lion and The Wolf
The lion's outside of your door
The wolf's in your bed
The lion's claws are sharpened for war
The wolf's teeth are red
And what a monstrous sight he makes
Mocking man's best friend
And both the wolf and lion crave
The same thing in the end
The lion's outside of your door
The wolf's your bed
The wolf, he howls
The lion does roar
The wolf lets him in
The lion runs in through the door
The real fun begins
As they both rush upon you and
Rip open your flesh
The lion eats his fill and then
The wolf cleans up the mess
The lion's outside of your door
The wolf's in your bed
♫ Sixx:A.M. - The Girl With Golden Eyes
Sixx:A.M. - The Girl With Golden Eyes
She speaks to me in Persian
Tells me that she loves me
The girl with golden eyes
And though I hardly know her
I let her in my veins
And trust her with my life
I wish I had never kissed her
'Cause I just can't resist her
The girl with golden eyes
Every time she whispers
'Take me in your arms
The way you did last night.'
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
I wake up every morning
Jonesing for her love
The girl with golden eyes
I won't have to wait long
'Til she buries me with roses
'Cause she's always by my side
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
[Spoken Word]
Day one. Dope free. I went to the clinic today and got the first dose of methadone.
I'm out of dope so I threw away all my rigs.
Day two. I can't believe it's been two days without junk.
Fucking smack, it just ruins peoples' lives.
At first it seems so sweet, then you wake up next to a monster.
Day three. I haven't had anything for three days now.
This withdrawal is killing me. It's like shock therapy to my guts.
Day four. Last visit to the clinic. My whole body feels like it's cracking into pieces.
Fragile doesn't even come close to describing how I feel.
Day five-- I'm sick as a dog, but this handful of painkillers
and a lotta whiskey's gonna get me through.
Day six-- When I'm left to my own devices I go fucking insane.
I'll never use heroin again.
Day seven-- I can't believe I'm clean!
Day eight-- Everyone says I look better--
Day nine-- The parasites are panicking--
Day ten-- They seem amazed that I'm alive!
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
♫ Stars - Calendar Girl
Stars - Calendar Girl
If I am lost for a day; try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, yeah, all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive
D says he stares at her a lot. He's just weird and tries this not-quite-subtle hitting on me and I'm like 'yeah....no'.
ALSO. He HAS a girlfriend and he keeps telling me about how they're moving to Georgia with her two daughters and I DON'T GIVE TWO SHITS.
Ugh.
I'm piecing together a sort of artbook on Lulu of my current digital pieces. It's mostly an experiment to see how it looks and how it's put together. I might do something different later, but it's a fun little project.
Also, due to hearing some grumbling about it from several people (not to myself directly, of course, just in general), I set up a LoudTwitter filter. If you don't want to see my posts from Twitter (as rare as they are most days), leave a comment and let me know and I'll remove you from the filter. :V
I'm sad my paid account is up, but I'm not renewing it (much to my utter dismay) until they do SOMETHING with the userinfo. Some sort of improvment. I miss my icons, though. :/
And now, musics!
♫ Puscifer - REV 22:20
Puscifer - REV 22:20
Don't be aroused, by my confession
Unless you don't give a good Goddamn about redemption
I know Christ is comin', so am I
You would too if the sexy devil caught your eye
She'll suck you dry
And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom
To do it again
She'll make you weep
And mourn and cry, to be back in her bosom
To do it again
(Pray) Til' I go blind
(Pray) Cause nobody ever survives
prayin to stay in her arms just until I can die a little bit longer
Saviors and saints, devils and heathens alike
She'll eat you alive
Jesus is risen, it's no surprise
Even he would martyr his mama to ride to hell between those thighs
The pressure is building, on the base of my spine
If I gotta sin to see you again then I'm gonna lie lie lie
She'll make you cry
I'll sell my soul, to be back in her bosom
Gladly now please suck me dry
And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom
To do it again
(Pray) Til' I go blind
(Pray) Cause nobody ever survives
Prayin' to stay in her arms just until I can die a little longer
Saviors and saints, devils and heathens alike
She'll eat you alive
My pulse has been rising
My temple is pounding
The pressure is so overwhelming and building
So steady they're fretting I'm ready to blow
What is she what is she what is she waiting for?
(Pray) Til' I go blind
(Pray) Cause nobody ever survives
prayin to stay in her arms just until I can die a little bit longer
Saviors and saints, devils and heathens alike
She'll eat you alive
♫ Thrice - The Lion and The Wolf
Thrice - The Lion and The Wolf
The lion's outside of your door
The wolf's in your bed
The lion's claws are sharpened for war
The wolf's teeth are red
And what a monstrous sight he makes
Mocking man's best friend
And both the wolf and lion crave
The same thing in the end
The lion's outside of your door
The wolf's your bed
The wolf, he howls
The lion does roar
The wolf lets him in
The lion runs in through the door
The real fun begins
As they both rush upon you and
Rip open your flesh
The lion eats his fill and then
The wolf cleans up the mess
The lion's outside of your door
The wolf's in your bed
♫ Sixx:A.M. - The Girl With Golden Eyes
Sixx:A.M. - The Girl With Golden Eyes
She speaks to me in Persian
Tells me that she loves me
The girl with golden eyes
And though I hardly know her
I let her in my veins
And trust her with my life
I wish I had never kissed her
'Cause I just can't resist her
The girl with golden eyes
Every time she whispers
'Take me in your arms
The way you did last night.'
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
I wake up every morning
Jonesing for her love
The girl with golden eyes
I won't have to wait long
'Til she buries me with roses
'Cause she's always by my side
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
[Spoken Word]
Day one. Dope free. I went to the clinic today and got the first dose of methadone.
I'm out of dope so I threw away all my rigs.
Day two. I can't believe it's been two days without junk.
Fucking smack, it just ruins peoples' lives.
At first it seems so sweet, then you wake up next to a monster.
Day three. I haven't had anything for three days now.
This withdrawal is killing me. It's like shock therapy to my guts.
Day four. Last visit to the clinic. My whole body feels like it's cracking into pieces.
Fragile doesn't even come close to describing how I feel.
Day five-- I'm sick as a dog, but this handful of painkillers
and a lotta whiskey's gonna get me through.
Day six-- When I'm left to my own devices I go fucking insane.
I'll never use heroin again.
Day seven-- I can't believe I'm clean!
Day eight-- Everyone says I look better--
Day nine-- The parasites are panicking--
Day ten-- They seem amazed that I'm alive!
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
♫ Stars - Calendar Girl
Stars - Calendar Girl
If I am lost for a day; try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, yeah, all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive
