obliviousally_lj

Sometimes I don't know why I even bother to speak up when I'm upset about something someone does or says. I should just learn to keep my fucking mouth shut so as not to ruin a good thing when it's going.

But no. I have to open my mouth and fuck things up. Even trying to explain why I was upset does nothing. It gets silence as a reply and then, promptly, ignored.

I wasn't even trying to start a fight, but it's turned into that and I hate it because it's not like we can just talk like normal people. Both of us take things to heart and think the other means something completely different because we can't take the goddamn time to explain what we mean in a manner that doesn't hurt the other. It's so much misunderstanding and miscommunication it makes me sick.

Everything was FINE a half hour ago. And then one little comment changed everything and now we're back to tense silence.

Fucking lovely. Way to fuck things up - again - Ally.