In a dark and eerie corner of my mind...

[obliviousally_lj]

I did...something to my shoulder/back. I likely slept on it wrong but it hurts to move it...pretty much anywhere. I can't turn fully and it hurts to turn my head.

Hopefully I can still work on art, however. I can type well enough so far, at least. But it hurts to sit upright or lay down. If I lean back in my chair and relax, things are okay. But I can't sit in my damn chair all day. D:

I took a muscle relaxer but it did nothing. At all. Usually they'll knock me out, but this one didn't at all. It lessened the pain in my back, but that's about it. But now it's back to hurting again.

I ended up calling off work because I woke up and it was worse than before. It seems to have eased up a bit now. Possibly because I forced myself to sleep on that side. But it still really hurts. D:

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Last night Al stopped over to drop off...a fold out couch. This is cool and all, except it came from IN HIS HOUSE where there are TWENTY CATS WITH FLEAS. I told him to leave it in the hallway by the door, so I could spray it down and he proceeded to tell me it DOESN'T have fleas and it was from the BACK ROOM in the house. Which, of course, because it's not in the room with the cats means it is free of pests.

For fuck's sake.

And my back hurt WORSE because I had to help him fanangle it in the house. Lovely.

I sprayed the couch down hardcore with flea spray. Ugh.

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Something I sketched out at work the other day. I found these little 3x4 inch cards at Goodwill (because Target dumps all it's super discount clearance stuff off there). And I like doodling on little things like that and then combining it with by girly scrapbooking shit. :X I'm probably going to sell this. :V


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A badges from AC. I'm so awful. D:

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This song reminds me of Phe. Man, the fanmix community gives me such neat musics. :D

♫ Cocorosie - Honey or Tar

Cocorosie - Honey or Tar

I undressed you with my eyes i have
Maybe even raped you
In a dark and eerie corner of my mind
I tucked you there
And touched you in a dream last night
Pushed you aside when you entered
My thoughts at the wrong time
I have sat up upon your lap and
Saddled my thighs around your hips like ropes
I rode you on a chair and in the shower
And all the while i clung heavy to your back
My desire deeply harnessed in your spine
I'm riding recklessly though a thick and humid
Jungle growing anxious with the deep and primal
Yearning that stirs
Deeply pulsing up toward the surface
Like sap rising or honey or tar

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♫ Gogol Bordello - Start Wearing Purple

Gogol Bordello - Start Wearing Purple

Start wearing purple wearing purple
start wearing purple, for me now
all your sanity and wits, they will all vanish
I promise, it's just a matter of time...

I know you since you were a twenty and I was twenty
but thought that some years from now
a purple little little lady will be perfect
for dirty old and useless clown

So yeah, start wearing purple wearing purple!
Start wearing purple for me now!
All your sanity and wits, they will all vanish,
I promise, it's just a matter of time!

I know it all from Diogenis to Foucault
from Lozgechkin to Paspartu
I ja kljanus obostzav dva paltza
schto muzika poshla ot Zvukov Mu!...

Start wearing purple wearing purple!
Start wearing purple for me now!
All your sanity and wits, they will all vanish,
I promise, it's just a matter of time!

So yeah, start wearing purple wearing purple!
Start wearing purple for me now!...
So why don't you start wearing purple?
Why don't you start wearing purple...
Start wearing purple for me now!

All your sanity and wits, they will all vanish,
I promise, it's just a matter of time!...

So Fio-Fio-Fioletta! Etta! Va-va-va-vaja dama ti moja!
Eh podayte name karetu, votetu, i mi poedem k ebenjam!
So yeah, start wearing purple wearing purple!
Start wearing purple for me now!
All your sanity and wits, they will all vanish,
I promise, it's just a matter of time!...

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♫ The Kills - Cheap and Cheerful

The Kills - Cheap and Cheerful

I'm bored of cheap and cheerful
I want expand some sadness
Hospital bills, parole
Open doors to madness

I want you to be crazy
'Cause you're boring baby when you're straight
I want you to be crazy
'Cause you're stupid baby when you're sane

I'm sick of social crazes
Show your sharp tipped teeth
Lose your cool in public
Did the legal meet

'Cause love is just a dialogue
You can't survive on ice-cream
You got to see me dancing dog

It's alright (it's alright)
To be mean (to be mean)
It's alright (it's alright)
To be mean (to be mean)

I want you to be crazy
'Cause you're boring baby when you're straight
I want you to be crazy
'Cause you're stupid baby when you're sane

It's alright (it's alright)
To be mean (to be mean)
It's alright (it's alright)
To be mean (to be mean)

It's alright (it's alright)
To be mean (to be mean)
It's alright (it's alright)
To be mean (to be mean)

I want you to be crazy
'Cause you're boring baby when you're straight
I want you to be crazy
'Cause you're stupid baby when you're sane

I want you to be crazy
'Cause you're boring baby when you're straight
I want you to be crazy
'Cause you're stupid baby when you're sane

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♫ Voxtrot - Sway

Voxtrot - Sway

I can take a road, takes a little longer
Walk before the house where we had our games
Suffering, life, playing, making we discovered fire

People like you made me so much stronger
People like you made me question blame
Huddled in strength like birds on a sloping wire

Hearing your voice makes me so uneasy
Hearing your voice makes me question fame
Money is deaf to the sound of a lover's cry

The language of loss made me so much older
The language of loss made me lose my grip
The language of loss made me silent as a newborn child

'Cause everything moves in a shifting cycle
The innocent soars and the pressure dips
Making our way steadfast in the skyward mile

And baby I know I will see you someday
Building your house on the very street
They severed your mother's life from your father's land

Finish your home, we can join them this way
We talked about peace in a little dream
Marriage and love and divorce, we don't understand

And you know I have to sway my leaves and branches
Slowly out in the sun like the silent shout of youth
And we ask why do we take these leaps and chances
Because we have no choice but to whither into truth

And I dreamed you were there
All the vital signs of standing
And I dreamed you were with me
With the summer at my back
And I dreamed you were there
So complete and undemanding
We know the love that gives
Is what the living always lack

And you know I have to sway my leaves and branches
Slowly out in the sun like the silent shout of youth
And we ask why do we take these leaps and chances
Because we have no choice but to whither into truth

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♫ My Brightest Diamond - Something of an End

My Brightest Diamond - Something of an End

When you came jumpin' down the stairs
Screamin' bloody awful
You woke up God & everyone
Screamin' bloody awful

So we took you to the doctor
He said yeah it's a bad one
& there's such a shame about it
'Cause she's so pretty

& then the earth sarted shakin'
& yeah it was crazy
& heaven & hell came crashing down
& then the earth sarted shakin'
& yeah it was crazy
& heaven & hell came crashing down

It was beautiful & terrible
So beautiful & terrible

The phone call
You never expect
Did somebody get it yet
It's a sound you never forget

Because the earth starts shakin'
& yeah it's crazy
Heaven & hell come crashing down
& then the earth starts shakin
& yeah it's so crazy
Heaven & hell come crashing
They come crashing

It's so beautiful & terrible
So beautiful & terrible

It was something of an end
Of a lovely & a wild thing
So beautiful in the morning
You're beautiful
So beautiful
You're beautiful in the morning

& I can't seem to get it through your head
No matter what I do
I can't seem to get it through your head
That I always love you