obliviousally_lj

I called off work yesterday because I was feeling like crap. I was pretty sure I'd started my period, but, apparently, I hadn't. What the fuck. I'm blaming stress, which is a whole different bag of worms.

Bob left the other day. He won't be back until May. This is a much needed vacation from him, especially after the small ordeal right before he left.

Needless to say, I'm funnelling all my extra money into savings and paying my credit card off as much as possible. Because, at this point, I'm eager to go back home. As soon as possible. I'm so fucking tired of everyone snapping at each other and the constant aggravation I get with no thanks at all. Yes, I know I'm not paying out for bills (despite offering NUMEROUS times), so I, apparently, shouldn't complain. Whatever.

Ugh. I'm not going to get in to bitching about that right now. I'm not.

I just want to go home, move back in with Angie where the only bitching that happens is to the cats or inanimate objects.

Dana noted that we're in Piscies now. That explains a lot about my mood.

Binary (the nude rat) is going to have to go to the vet. We noticed he has a pretty big lump on his stomach and it doesn't show the usual signs of being an abscess. So, if it's a tumor and surgery is an option, we'll be doing that. Which will likely cut harshly into my savings. Which sucks.

I wish my auctions were selling better. I really, really do. But I'm kind of overshadowed by artists with more popularity and skill than myself. Which is cool, I'm used to that. And I'm happy they're making money because they deserve it. But when I need the money this bad it's kind of disheartening. And people on DA were clamoring for prints of my one Poe pic, but when I posted the print auction and that I had prints on ArtSpots, apparently that was too much of a hassle. Sorry, I'm not getting shafter by DA's shitty prints and service. And shitty payout.

But whatever. I'm bitching. I have to run out and mail some things that are way overdue. Ugh. x_x