Stuff and EH, WANGST.
Jun. 15th, 2007 02:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
obliviousally_ljWhy does it constantly feel like nothing I ever say is right? I'm always blurting out the wrong things. My mouth is constantly spewing out crap that is completely worthless to anyone and everyone. I'm not witty or smart or funny or helpful or insightful. In fact, it seems that the only thing that should be coming out of my mouth is 'yes'.
'Yes, I can do that.'
'Yes, I'll be right on that.'
'Yes, right away.'
I'm just really feeling like shit lately. And stretched to the limit on all ends. And everyone is oblivious to it because I don't show it. And then I get upset because no one notices. It's a vicious fucking cycle. But if I make it know, I'm just complicating everyone else's life. Because they shouldn't need to worry about MY problems, expecially when most of them are petty anyhow. And, due to my fantastic lack of conversation skills, everyone would take everything the wrong way and just end up mad at me in the end, anyhow.
Go fucking figure.
'Yes, I can do that.'
'Yes, I'll be right on that.'
'Yes, right away.'
I'm just really feeling like shit lately. And stretched to the limit on all ends. And everyone is oblivious to it because I don't show it. And then I get upset because no one notices. It's a vicious fucking cycle. But if I make it know, I'm just complicating everyone else's life. Because they shouldn't need to worry about MY problems, expecially when most of them are petty anyhow. And, due to my fantastic lack of conversation skills, everyone would take everything the wrong way and just end up mad at me in the end, anyhow.
Go fucking figure.
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Date: 2007-06-15 08:24 pm (UTC)Seriously, I'll listen to you rant. Even if it's about me!