Stuff and I'M TIRED OF BEING TIRED.

[obliviousally_lj]

I'm tired of the death.
I'm tired of the lack of money.
I'm tired of relying on other people.
I'm tired of everything going wrong.
I'm tired of things going wrong one after another after another.
I'm tired of being here.
I'm tired of all this bullshit.
I'm tired of all that bullshit.
I'm tired of not being able to do things I enjoy.
I'm tired of feeling like everything is my fault.
I'm tired of everything.

All I can do is keep telling myself that things ARE going to shape up soon. I just have to keep pushing forward. It's so hard because all I want to do is just say 'fuck it all' and sleep all day long. I'm doing fine on the outside, but inside I'm exhausted.

Comments

[foxx278.livejournal.com]

I whole heartily feel for you, Milady. I wish there were something I could do for you. Honestly. You do deserve better.