Today is boring.
Aug. 5th, 2004 06:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
obliviousally_ljI'm tired of sitting on the floor to use the computer cause it makes my back and shoulders hurt like hell. But I can't move the computer back to it's original place in the bedroom until everything is switched over, cause if I did, I'd just have to drag it back out into the living room.
The bedroom needs cleaned really bad, but I really don't feel up to it. I think I'm having sympathy pains/aches/bleh from TJ. Ugh.
I just don't feel like doing anything lately. All I've been doing is sleeping (well, that's partially because there's been nothing to do, as we've had no cash). I'm just not feeling sure of alot of things right now. I mostly feel like I'm going to fuck this whole apartment thing up because I can't get a job and, past that, I can't keep one for more than three months. Which makes getting another one extremely difficult. I'm going though that feeling useless and wasting space phase again, but I think's it's partially because I'm starting to get moody and PMSy. So go figure.
My mom stopped by yesterday to show me her new phone (company phone, but still) and let me and TJ know that she might be able to get us some cleaning work to help out with rent money and stuff. So whenever that happens, it'll be good.
I just feel like crap and want to go to sleep again. But I need to fill out applications and try to straighten up a bit.
Bleh.
The bedroom needs cleaned really bad, but I really don't feel up to it. I think I'm having sympathy pains/aches/bleh from TJ. Ugh.
I just don't feel like doing anything lately. All I've been doing is sleeping (well, that's partially because there's been nothing to do, as we've had no cash). I'm just not feeling sure of alot of things right now. I mostly feel like I'm going to fuck this whole apartment thing up because I can't get a job and, past that, I can't keep one for more than three months. Which makes getting another one extremely difficult. I'm going though that feeling useless and wasting space phase again, but I think's it's partially because I'm starting to get moody and PMSy. So go figure.
My mom stopped by yesterday to show me her new phone (company phone, but still) and let me and TJ know that she might be able to get us some cleaning work to help out with rent money and stuff. So whenever that happens, it'll be good.
I just feel like crap and want to go to sleep again. But I need to fill out applications and try to straighten up a bit.
Bleh.
