...now I understand.

[obliviousally_lj]

Why people leave online.

Really. For the longest time I thought it was just some stunt to get people to shower them with attention. But now I realise it's not.

I realize the people leave because there's so much BULLSHIT that goes on. People always bitching and angsting and fucking yuou over. People betraying you and making you aggravated. People being general assholes. People jumping to conclusions. People feeling that you talk to one person too much. People thinking that because you don't IM them back on AIM you don't want anything to do with them.

Fucking christ. I can't sit around on AIM and be idle and not answer IMs from people? I don't have that choice? Maybe I'm waiting for someone else to come on. Maybe I'm doing something in another room. Maybe I fucking feel asleep.

>_<

And no, Noir, this doesn't completely have to do with you. Your post just irked me and I felt I needed to rant. I'm so sick of people jumping to conclusions and shit with me. And don't you dare go back and delete or edit it, cause it;s your journal and you can bitch all you like, even if something you said irritates me. Everything's been irritating me lately. I have not had a good week and I think I'm suffering from PMS still.

*goes off to viciously maul things*

nachitor where are you? Come cheer me up. o_o

Comments

[tune.livejournal.com]

wow, sounds just like real life X3

no, i know. you just can't take online stuff seriously :p because, well, it's online.
gosh i hope people aren't doing crap to you ;-; that sucks so much ::hugs:: and if you leave i'll come down to your house and give you a good whallop! and i can! cause we live close! lol X3

[obliviousally.livejournal.com]

My god, I seriously thought that all the petty high school crap I had to go through was over. Everything from 'why don't you call me?' and 'i can't stand her/him, why are you hanging out with them' and that shit. Augh. And I have no intentions of leaving you all without my insane self. :D It just gets frustrating sometimes. And half the time, I'm bitching about people I know -offline-. The only person who's fucked with me is that asshat who send that mail last week or whenever. I still never found out who that was. :P

[cassu-bean.livejournal.com]

Well I sit on AIM and no-one talks to me. :/ I'm the biggest loooooooooooonnnerrrrrrrrrr~!
:3

[nachitor.livejournal.com]

I feel so incredibly special. Seriously!

I probably won't have my own computer with 'net access before Wednesday, though. Which sucks. Obviously. Yeah. I've been working all day and I'm sweaty and covered in plaster. Why am I still typing?

Alright, well, you can viciously maul me while I cheer you up at the same time if I see you on AIM. Sounds like fun for the whole family! I mean, assuming the whole family's of age.