But there is nothing everlasting and death blows promises away...

Strange, strange dream last night about the tunnel near the waterworks. I was being chased by people who were after me for some reason. I ended up surfacing somewhere that reminded me of the house I lived in on Parkman. And there was one of those ooold pull down ladders to get into the attic. I remember feeling like I'd been there before and it was almost a nostalgiac and 'coming home' sort of feeling to find it and get into this attic. The attic was clean and the whole place looked like new, clean wood. After that, I don't remember a whole lot. But I think I lost my pursuers.

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Fatchan died today. I don't even know what happened to him. Loki PM'd me from the other room (lol nerds) to let me know one of my ratties had 'stopped working'. And Fatchan did indeed stop working. I just wish I knew what happened. D: He was romping around last night when I was in there talking to them and then he drops dead today. And he'd only just turned a year this month.

TJ says he died from too much love. Which I'm thinking is probably true.

Still, though. :( My sweet prince. :( :(

What a lame way to start the day. :/ At least when Cinnamon went (which was a week or two ago, actually. I'd totally forgotten to write about it because I was expecting it.), I KNEW she was going to go. But with Fatchan and Quidgy, it was completely out of nowhere. Which is worse. :/

I was hoping he would follow in Pamcakes steps and be a fine bed rat.

Baby you’re just the same as me, I feel that way from time to time...

I think I FINALLY have my Anthony/Freckles mix done. There may be some additions in the future, depending. But this is pretty solid as it stands. Obviously, the accident and such haven't happened yet, but this is sort of my prediction of how things might go. Most songs are from Freckles' point of view, because they're break up songs and Anthony sort of turns his emotion over all the bullshit to booze and women and partying to numb the pain and all that. Freckles probably get the brunt of the aftermath of the breakup, but she was also the most vocal in the last big argument. But she wasn't the sole cause of it. Obie was. Which shouldn't come as a surprise.

( A lot of wangst back here... )

Goddamn I'm a huge fag. D: Dunno if I'm actually gonna whip up a proper fanmix with a cover and such or not, though.

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I don't normally do stuff like this, but I thought I'd give it a try!

best and worst icons meme