Aug. 14th, 2008

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1) Copy this list into your blog or journal, including these instructions.
2) Bold all the items you've eaten
3) Cross out any items that you would never consider eating.


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There's not a lot I wouldn't try. But there's also many of these I don't know offhand, so I could be wrong.



I really want to know who thought it was a good idea to start drawing nipples like this (NSFW, obviously. I'm also not bashing the guys' art, either. I've had this complaint for a long time now.). Nipples don't have that bizzare indent in them. No, really (NSFW, but it's not porn. Just photos of various breasts to show the many, many differences.).

Someone explain this phenomenon to me. Please. Is it just ebcause people can't be buggered to find reference material? Or is it just males that don't know any better?



I'm getting really cranky with my stuff not selling at all. I really don't want to budge on the prices, if that's even the case. And I don't want to open for more commissions because I've hardly gotten any work done on the ones I have.

I've been so unmotivated and just...not depressed but, like, unhappy lately. Some mornings it's all I can do to not cry at work. For no discernable reason at all. I'm apathetic, I either sleep all the time or play WoW or read. I want to draw, but it's so difficult for me lately. I just don't want to put the effort into anything right now and it's really frustrating me. I try cleaning, only to get halfway through and just quit. And then the mess piles up again and I get to the 'why bother' point.

“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”

I know a lot of it has to do with my enviornment. I really need to clean the bedroom so it's not such a goddamn mess. I need to clean the critter room and move the ferret into the bedroom.

But the other half is finanical. I need to pay off my credit card. But I don't make near enough to pay a chunk off before I get hit with a late or overlimit fee. Money comes into my hands and then right back out for food or gas. Both of which are more important to me right now than my credit. I was paying on it fine before my hours got cut back in Silverdale. Then I had to use it to make up for the fact that I didn't have quite enough money to buy food or things for the critters and save for the move.

I'm also really loathing this town. Not even just from the whole uncultured masses standpoint. There's been a lot of shootings and general violence going on. Like, a stone's throw from my very street. The owner of a resturant, like, five blocks from me was shot in the face the other day over money. People are getting to that desperate point and, while I'm not concerned about myself (because, obviously, I'm invincible), I'm more concerned about, say, leaving the house to work early in the morning. And leaving TJ home alone when we live on a street that teeters between the good and bad sides of town.

Seriously. If you go to the end of my street turning one way takes you over near Packard Park and the relatively nice side of town and going the other way takes you to the North End which is nothing but trouble.

Not that there's many 'good sides' left to Warren to begin with.

I just miss not hearing about shootings and beatings happening in Silverdale or Streetsboro because, well, they didn't. At least, not in the capacity that they do here. I didn't have to worry about my mother calling and telling me not to walk after dark because she's worried about me getting shot or beat or raped or something else.

But it's just another motivator to try and get out of this city. Again.

Now, if only the rest of the universe would cooperate with me.

So I'm just...really frustrated and it's making me really unhappy because, at this point, there's little I can do about it.
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Boredom and discussion in #artspots prompts me to showcase the differences between the original appearances of my characters to...now.

This should be fun... )

I'll do more later. There's enough images here as is. :X

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