Stuff and I DON'T FEEL LIKE CUTTING THIS...

Fav Weezer Hit: Buddy Holly, Beverly Hills
Fav Smashing Pumpkins Hit: Bullet With Butterfly Wings, Tonight Tonight, 1979
Fav Live Hit: Dep Enough, All Over You, Lightning Crashes
Fav Nirvana Hit: Heart-shaped Box, Come As You Are, All Apologies
Fav Bush Hit: Glycerine, Machinehead
Fav Green Day Hit: Basket Case, When I Come Around
Fav Pearl Jam Hit: Jeremy, Better Man
Fav Dave Matthews Band Hit: Crash Into Me, When The World Ends
Fav Stone Temple Pilots Hit: Sour Girl, Big Empty, Interstate Love Song
Fav Counting Crows Hit: Mr. Jones, A Long December
Fav Cranberries Hit: Linger, Zombie
Fav Sheryl Crow Hit: All I Wanna Do, If It Makes You Happy, My Favorite Mistake
Fav Garbage Hit: #1 Crush, Temptation Waits, Cherry Lips
Fav Beck Hit: Devil's Haircut, Loser, Where It's At
Fav Collective Soul Hit: -/-
Fav Better than Ezra Hit: Desperately Wanting
Fav Gin Blossoms Hit: Hey Jealousy, Found Out About You, Follow You Down
Fav Wallflowers Hit: One Headlight, 6th Avenue Heartache, We Can Be Heroes
Fav Sublime Hit: What I Got, Santeria, Wrong Way
Fav Matchbox Twenty Hit: Push, Bent, 3AM
Fav Barenaked Ladies Hit: One Week, Alcohol, It's All Been Done
Fav Creed Hit: -/-
Fav REM Hit: Losing My Religion, It's The End Of The World As We Know It
Fav U2 Hit: Sweetest Thing, Sunday Bloody Sunday, Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me
Fav Radiohead Hit: Creep, Pyramid Song
Fav Our Lady Peace Hit: Clumsy
Fav Soundgarden Hit: Black Hole Sun
Fav Alanis Morisette Hit: Uninvited, You Oughta Know, All I Really Want
Fav Blink 182 Hit: All The Small Things
Fav Red Hot Chili Peppers Hit: Scar Tissue, Love Rollercoaster, Under The Bridge
Fav Cake Hit: Sheep Go To Heaven
Fav Melissa Etheridge Hit: Angels Would Fall, Come To My Window, I'm The Only One
Fav Natalie Merchant and/or 10,000 Maniacs Hit: Because Of The Night
Fav Oasis Hit: Champagne Supernova, Wonderwall,
Fav Goo Goo Dolls Hit: Name, Iris, All Eyes On Me (etc., etc...)
Fav Indigo Girls Hit: Blister In The Sun
Fav Beastie Boys Hit: Interglactic
Fav Mighty Mighty Bosstones Hit: The Impression That I Get
Fav Matthew Sweet Hit: -/-
Fav Smash Mouth Hit: Walking On The Sun, All Star, Can;t Get Enough Of You Baby
Fav Everclear Hit: Santa Monica, Wonderful
Fav Sarah McLachlan Hit: Do What You Have To Do, Angel, Gloomy Sunday (etc., etc...)
Fav Everlast Hit: What It's Like, Ends
Fav Sugar Ray Hit: Fly, She Falls Apart, Answer The Phone
Fav Foo Fighters Hit: Everlong, Walking After You
Fav No Doubt Hit: Tragic Kingdom, Don't Speak

Fav '90s Cover: Ummmmm....

Fav Random Hits:
B*Witched - C'est La Vie
Backstreet Boys - Everybody
Deep Blue Something - Breakfast At Tiffany's
Eve 6 - Inside Out
New Radicals - You Get What You Give
Primitive Radio Gods - Standing Outside A Broken Phone Booth With Money In My Hand
INOJ - Love You Down
Semisonic - F.N.T.
Spice Girls - Wannabe
Spice Girls - Spice Up Your Life
White Town - Your Woman

Stuff and YEY DESK

Home Sweet Home

The giant cushion in the recliner is from the papasan chair, cause the recliner sits too low for the desk. And, well, the recliner is more COMFORTABLE than my computer chair. Which is still at the trailer.

Stuff and ...

Ally: Ripe. R-I-P-E.
Bob: OH. Rape.

Stuff and HA-HA.

* Roslin has joined #6eleventeenr
* Carrot has quit IRC (Quit: ( www.nnscript.de :: NoNameScript 3.81 :: www.XLhost.de ))
Roslin> way to be a little bitch and run away
KeeperOfDreams> ..the fuck?
Ally> ...
Ally> What drama am I missing?
Roslin> Karizma, I'm not mad at you by the way
KeeperOfDreams> I didn't know there -was- any.
Roslin> I'm pissed at him
Roslin> for hurting me
KeeperOfDreams> Then maybe take it up with the people involved and not everyone else?
Ally> Don't fucking bring it in here.
KeeperOfDreams> Personal business is just that.
Ally> We don't give two shits.
* Ally also calls the waaaaaaahmbulance for good measure.
Roslin> Fuck you all too
* Roslin has left #6eleventeenr
Ally> Hahahaa.
KeeperOfDreams> My heart is bleeding. What a truly mean comment. D:
Ally> We win.
Ally> That was lulz.

Stuff and SELFISH

What do you do when the one person you care so much about just wants to let loose their hold on the mortal coil? And, despite all your best efforts, nothing seems to break through. They clam up, shut themselves away and self medicate through various means which aren't terribly healthy, but aren't like threatening in moderation. Your days are spent clingly to those good 'up' moments because you know the next crash is right around the corner and, despite the many times it's come around before, you still don't know how to deal with it without making the situation worse. You worry every single day, every moment when they're stormed off to be alone. You worry that, when you see them next, you'll be calling an ambulance.

I spend most of my time telling everyone that everything's okay. That -I'm- okay. And the rest of that time upset or worrying or crying. There's very few fleeting glimpses of fun and enjoyment most days. And I don't know what to do to make it better when I only get resistance to every suggestion. I'm trying so hard and nothing seems to give. I'm sorry I never have any good ideas. I'm sorry I can't make everything better. I want to. So badly, But I can't do it on my own. I wish I could, but I cannot.

I'm selfish. I don't know what I'd do without you. I know you may not care, or even believe me half the time. But I'd be lost without you.

Stuff and WHEEEEEEEEEE.

Making my area a little more comfortable.


I has pictuars. There's bound to be more. I only have so many developed thus far.


I also spent some time going through my art and trashing all the unfinished stuff and barely-done sketches. And papers that had, like, stick figures on it. D: