obliviousally_lj

Uugh. I feel so...blah. Everything's draining me, it feels like.

Me and TJ went up and saw my grandma and mom at the hospital yesterday night. My grandma's doing well, although they moved her to the 4th floor today, which I think might be the psych ward. I know the psychatrist lady called me this morning and asked some questions, which I sleepily managed to answer. They hadn't been able to get ahold of my mom, and I spoke to her this morning. She let me know what was going on and asked if I could put together some stuff for Mark's service, which will be next Wendesday. I guess she didn't get to see the body, cause it was in Akron. Which leads me to assume their performing and autopsy (considering the condition he was found in - apparently he was extremely bloated - and the fact that no one knows what happened). My grandma keeps saying something about someone beating him or something. I don't know. I guess she didn't even know he was dead, since my uncle was mostly a hermit and stayed in his room so much, she just thought he was sleeping. Either way, I'm not looking forward to the funeral/calling hours/etc. -_-

We walked home from the hospital in the rain. It would have been nicer if it wasn't raining. Blah.

Today we went out and got craftbits for TJ. I scored some Bristol board for, like, $4. I want to play with it, but I don't want to ruin it. And I really don't have any desire to draw. It really sucks.

I've got to set up our auditions for Eerie Frequency this weekend. Gotta see when we can get a ride and we've got to get headshots printed out. The whole thing just makes me really nervous and I'm not sure I'm up for it. But whatever, I'm not really up for anything lately.

Turned in an application for Joann Fabrics yesterday. I'm sure they won't get back to me, despite me riding their asses for the last two months. Ugh. Picked up some other applications, too. Will take them back Friday when we take back our video games.

The whole Katrina thing is both depressing and appalling. I mean, I've been in a hurricane, so I do know what it's like, but this is just...wow. There should be army and stuff down there by know. When Hurricane Dennis hit Hatteras Island, Clinton had declared an emergency, like, the day it went though there. But it wasn't nearly as bad.