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Stuff and UM, WOW. WHAT A DAY.
Aug. 31st, 2005 01:16 amHappy (early) Birthday, ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
pookiebuki!
Today was...um...interesting.
We caught the bus out to the mall to get some stuff and return some applications. Ran into Rob, he said he'd give us a ride home, since it was raining. Stopped at Super-K and TJ comes up to me saying 'we need to talk'. I'm like 'omg, what'd I do?'.
My uncle died.
Now, see, I don't cope with death the way 'normal' people do. It doesn't affect me until down the road when I reailze someone simply isn't around anymore. I'm calm, collected, and not a whole lot changes in my attitude. I ususally feel that I need to be everyone's pillar of strength and stability.
Regardless, my uncle apparently passed away, like, three days ago. In the house. My grandmother didn't even know because she's a wee bit delusional and doesn't really know what's going on around her half the time. No one knows exactly what happened, why he died, or anything. My grandmother's in the hospital, and she's doing well. But things are very crazy right now. My mom's not as crazy as she was when I spoke to her earlier, which is good. Because, honestly, I don't want to deal with most of this. Not because I'm heartless, but because I really don't know what to do about most of it any more than anyone else.
I think Rob was a little put-off by the fact that I just brushed the news off and asked if TJ wanted pizza.
>_>
Me and TJ went up to the hospital to see my grandma and my mom, was nice until we had to walk home. In the rain. Ah well.
pookiebuki!Today was...um...interesting.
We caught the bus out to the mall to get some stuff and return some applications. Ran into Rob, he said he'd give us a ride home, since it was raining. Stopped at Super-K and TJ comes up to me saying 'we need to talk'. I'm like 'omg, what'd I do?'.
My uncle died.
Now, see, I don't cope with death the way 'normal' people do. It doesn't affect me until down the road when I reailze someone simply isn't around anymore. I'm calm, collected, and not a whole lot changes in my attitude. I ususally feel that I need to be everyone's pillar of strength and stability.
Regardless, my uncle apparently passed away, like, three days ago. In the house. My grandmother didn't even know because she's a wee bit delusional and doesn't really know what's going on around her half the time. No one knows exactly what happened, why he died, or anything. My grandmother's in the hospital, and she's doing well. But things are very crazy right now. My mom's not as crazy as she was when I spoke to her earlier, which is good. Because, honestly, I don't want to deal with most of this. Not because I'm heartless, but because I really don't know what to do about most of it any more than anyone else.
I think Rob was a little put-off by the fact that I just brushed the news off and asked if TJ wanted pizza.
>_>
Me and TJ went up to the hospital to see my grandma and my mom, was nice until we had to walk home. In the rain. Ah well.
