Damn.

I fell asleep and AOL didn't boot me. Amazing.

It's another day I can't got to Labor Ready. My mom's not able to come and get me. But they haven't been sending her out in the first place, so...

I've been really sleeping like the dead the past few days. When the phone rings I -will not- hear it. The only time I heard it was the other night when TJ called me. And there was a missed call -before- that that I never heard. x_x Ah well. That's what voicemail's for.

I should really still be asleep, but I'm not.

I should have some kind of breakfast...

EDIT: I just realized that today is Friday the 13th AND the day before Valentine's day. Sweeet. I love it when there's a Friday the 13th before a holiday, means IMPENDING DOOM. o_o

Blarr.

I think I've figured something out. Why I always get so thoughtful and contemplative when I'm alone: When I'm around other people I don't have -time- to think about negative or weird things about myself. I don't have time to bitch about what's so wrong with me and all that shit. Because I'm too busy either having fun or being optimistic or being strong for everyone else. When I'm with other people I feel like I need to be the person they turn to to make sure it's okay. There's been so many times I've said the things will be okay, things will work out when I'm honestly not sure if they will. But I can't say that to someone. I can't say that everything's going to fall apart and life's going to be hell. Cause I truly don't believe that. If I had ever said that to anyone I know I'd probably be short a few friends for various reasons. I call it the Dom Syndrome. And TJ will be the only one that gets that. :3

And, goddamnit, TJ, you took the shampoo and conditioner with you! >_< You could've left me some, y'know? Ah well, I'm sure there's something I can use...

I finished this up last night. It's on DevART, cause Furtopia's down for server moving/upgrades and stuff. So I can't upload there. :P

Does anyone have a CuteFTP code I can get? I really don't want to have to redownload it tomorrow. :P

I feel like I should be writing more, but I have nothing to write about right now. Hm. Maybe I could write some more story stuff. I'd actually like to get back into that and form a coherant storyline. Instead of just having a bunch of mismatched, out of order snippets. :P

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Whew. That lightens the load a little. The Hag came in and said she's give $40 towards the cell bill. She won't be able to give it to me until Friday (when it's due), but I can probably call Cingular and see if they'll give me and extra day. They've done it before and are usually pretty understanding about it. So, I just need to find the other $56. :P

Hopefully I can go out of Labor Ready -sometime- next week. Just one day would cover the rest of the bill. And I need to buy more food sooner or later. And put gas in the car or I'll never be able to take these damn applications back. >_<

Ramen and the babies are doing well. Although, she keeps chasing down the crippled one, but when I yell a her she stops and the cripple starts squeaking madly at her and trying to push her around. Payback. But she's been feeding all of them, so that's good. I don't know if she's just being a bitch to the little one or if she's trying to toughen it up. My gerbils need to learn speech, damnit. I went around and fed/watered everyone else. The only others I need to check up on are Gotti and Anomaly and Chuu The Beast. I need to feed the fish and make sure I give the reptiles lettuce before I go hang with Noir today. o_o

I want to do more dolls, but I think that Valentine's one drained my for awhile. x_x I hate when that happens. I'll do something reeeeeaaally good, with, like, no effort, and then all my creativity will be shot. x_x

Pointless post...

( Battle Royale memes.... )

OMG.

FallenAngel483: *viciously mauls*
SonOfBerkowitz: Eep.
FallenAngel483: Winnar.
FallenAngel483: I'm bored
SonOfBerkowitz: Losar?
FallenAngel483: Dance for me!
SonOfBerkowitz: I dance for no one.
FallenAngel483: Awww.
FallenAngel483: I have dollar bills...
FallenAngel483: *waves said dollar bills*
SonOfBerkowitz: I do, however, dance for money.
FallenAngel483: Dan straight.
SonOfBerkowitz: Really? i heard he wasn't.
FallenAngel483: *secretly switches the actual money with Monopoly money*
FallenAngel483: >_>
FallenAngel483: You know nothing!
FallenAngel483: Dance!
FallenAngel483: Oooh! Cotton candy sucker.
SonOfBerkowitz: If you use Monopoly money, I shall dance in the guise of an iron.
FallenAngel483: ...
FallenAngel483: You're no fun.
SonOfBerkowitz: Irons can be sexy.
SonOfBerkowitz: All hot and steamy.
FallenAngel483: ....
FallenAngel483: I'm not sure I like anything about that.
SonOfBerkowitz: Irons can make you feel all warm in the pants.
FallenAngel483: XD
FallenAngel483: That's because they're BURNING YOUR GENITALS.
FallenAngel483: Like an STD.
SonOfBerkowitz: Yeah. Irons are also sluts.
FallenAngel483: I figured as much.
FallenAngel483: Iron whores.
SonOfBerkowitz: It's a new Japanese game show, where amateur whores face off against the Iron Whores, in creative acts of sex using a theme ingredient.
FallenAngel483: ....
FallenAngel483: I have no words for you.
SonOfBerkowitz: This week: Battle Octopus!
FallenAngel483: XD

Well...

I'm glad that's out of my system and I don't have to fret over it anymore. I'm glad I wasn't flipped out at, but I didn't expect that anyhow.

Whew.

And thankies, TJ. <3<3<3

Waiting for Noir to show up. I need to get out of the house for awhile. Starting to get all stir-crazy. @_@