I smell like oranges!

Yes I do.

Work was cool. Get to watch TV, not worked ike a dog. Very cool. Half hour breaks, hour lunch. Get off a helf hour early. Easy work, too. Hot, but easy.

Booya, Drift! The comic is scanned! And needs to be cleaned and colored... Whee.

I feel bad. I was reading TJ's latest entry, and I'm just...blah. I really wish she wasn't so negative about it. But, I guess I've sort of desensitized myself about relationships. I don't want one. Seriously. I'm in no hurry to get a boyfriend. I'm happy with guy friends. A relationship means stress. And stress means an unhappy Alaina. Unfun. And we've been talking about how I felt when she was with Brad. I was still trying to get over Shawn, from, like, 3 years beforehand. And I was depressed, and always felt left out. It was always Brad and TJ, Criswy and Adam, and me. Alone. Sitting in the front seat of the car with the hag. While everyone in the back was all happyhappy. I hated it. And I know TJ didn't do any of that on purpose, I know she tried to balance friends and relations. But it still hurt. Now, I'm over Shawn and have come to the conclusion that I don't want a man. Not right now, and probably not in the near future. Okay, it is partially because I don't want to hurt TJ, but it's more the fact that I'm just not interested. And besides, the guys around here are low grade. Like the fell out of someone's ass.

I think, once TJ goes to college (which will happen, Angela willing...), she'll find someone. People treat you like you're human in college. I like that. TJ needs that. She needs to know that she -is- worth someone's love and affection. Y'know, not like the sisterly love and affection we have... >_>

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*squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!*

Today was a good day. Went to work. Was outside all day. Okay, to it was 90 out, but still. Got to play with hedge trimmers. Edward Sissorhands, I am not. >_o

Came home, switched cars. We took TJ's out to the show to get an estimate on it. Go here for my wonderful babble in TJ's journal.

So we stop over my mom's after stopping at the job program to drop off the estimate (which didn't happen, cause no one was there ^_^;;), and she's not home. :P But this dude comes running over to the car and asks what techno we're playing. It's was some Nissan promo CD TJ got with her Super Street magazine, pretty sweet, too. ^_^ So he's all stoked cause there's other techno/raver peoples around here and drags us to his place (across the street) so we can meet his girlfriend and he can hook us up with some flyers. XD AND they invite us to come along...next weekend to a rave in Cleveland, said they'd give us a ride and everything. Gotta round up $30 for the both of us, though. I hope we can. I'd love to go. If I get around to it, I'll scan the flyer up for the party... If I remember..... >_>