I'm such a dumbfuck....

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I can't believe I know -nothing- about Scotland in the 1800's.... *bangs her head against the table* I'm so fucking clueless. >_< I have no clue what to make my mortal. My Fianna is half-assed cause I'm not completley sure what people did back then or anything. I should know this shit. I paid attention in social sutdies and english. They drilled this kinda shit into our heads. Notes, test, memorized half the fucking books and I CAN'T REMEMBER A THING! >_<It pisses me off. And I can't find anything that I'm looking for online. Jeezus fucking christ. And TJ would be a huge help right now, but she's not speaking to me. Even after I apologized numerous times and tried to talk to her. I don't know what to fucking do. And I don't want her to be all pissed at me when Matt shows up cause then I'm going to make the evening horrible for everyone. Jeezus christ do I hate myself right now. What a fucking great day.... "Fuck, right? You really need a new word..." - Sickness