Hearts are beating to the sound...
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KeeperOfDreams> FFFFFLOL
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Yesterday...or the day before, we did some yard work. Cut down a bunch of weeds on the side of the house and mowed part of the backyard. Found two toads, three tree frogs and dklhgdklfhkldfhfdEARWIGS. D: D: D:
Today, I went out to my mom's for a cookout/picnic thing. It was nice to get out of the house and get free food. She mad italian sausage and peppers, steak, chicken. It wasn't as obnoxious as I expected it to be. But I think i've simply gotten to the point that I really don't take anyone's shit any more.
Freaking next door kid, Aaron/Erin (I don't know which spelling it is) was on my ass all night. He's a little younger than myself (probably early twenties, if that) and he knows I have someone. So I couldn't clearly tell if he was just TALKING AND TALKING AND TALKING to find something that he touched base on with me or if he was just really bad at flirting. I didn't care either way because he was too spazzy for me to bother keeping track of. Plus, everyone was drinking beer and that makes everyone weird.
HOWEVER.
I got him away for awhile while we were skeet shooting with shotguns. Bud and John showed me how (because, hey, I've never shot a gun before. first time for everything!) and I ended up hitting three or four skeets and he hadn't hit any, I guess. I laughed pretty hard when I found this out. I'm sure my shoulder will be aching in the morning, but the recoil wasn't too bad. I shot John's shotgun first because it didn't have as much of a kick back, then I shot Bud's because he was saying it had a harder recoil. Apparently, the other guys don't like shooting Bud's because of this, but it really wasn't much of a difference to me.
But one-upping people? I'll admit, I have a bit of that Aries competitiveness in me.
Closer to evening, Aaron/Erin and the other girl my age (who is the daughter of the woman my mom was at the house on Belmont with when she was tricking) disappear to the apartment behind the houses (there's two houses and what used to be a garage that's been converted into an apartment). To which I rolled my eyes dramatically because who the fuck sleeps with someone they've JUST MET. Literally. JUST. MET. THAT. NIGHT. I don't get it. Should I? I don't know. But I think it's REALLY TRASHY. Goddamn.
Then, before we left, chica and her mom get into an argument over something petty and stupid because chick had WAY too many beers and was being belligerant. It was hilarious and I couldn't stop laughing at how fuckall stupid people can be. My reaction was pretty much 'ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??'.
But, overall, not a bad night, I suppose. I'm home now and lulz RPing with the fags. My critters are happy and tomorrow my mom's coming into town to pay for TJ's college registration.
I have photos and stuff to upload, but Furtopia's STILL being upgraded, so all my links are borked. :/ In lieu of that, here's some musics:
Young Love - Too Young To Fight It
take a dare
don't tell the truth
keep this between me and you
whispers become loud
when word of this gets out
will the message
cause a motion
we won't know till we get there
when the suns down
lights come up
friends and enemies come together
summer nights hitting
it so hard we were blisterin
can't keep from moving
the season is righting
we're too young to fight it
we stand united
summer nights hitting
it so hard we're blistering
can't stop to sleep it off
hearts are beating to the sound
kids are living underground
rumors get so loud
we want to scream and shout
it's taking over now
you can't control it
you're shaking soaking wet
in the middle of the night again
will the message
cause a motion
we won't know till we get there
when the suns down
lights come up
friends and enemies come together!
summer nights hitting
it so hard
we're blisterin
can't keep from moving
the season is righting
we're to young to fight it
we stand united
summer nights hitting
it so hard we're blistering
can't stop to sleep it off
Portland Cello Project - Toxic
Baby, can't you see?
I'm calling a guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous, I'm fallin'
There's no escape
I can't wait, I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous, I'm lovin' it
Too high, can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?
It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip from my devil cup
Slowly, it's taking over me
Too high, can't come down
It's in the air
And it's all around
Can you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?
Don't you know that you're toxic?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
Bettie Serveert - Lover I Don't Have To Love
I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you.
I said, "i like your shoes."
You said, "thanks can i follow you?"
So it's up the stairs and out of view-
No prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name, you asked the time...
Now it's two o'clock-
The club is closed and we're up the block
Your hands on me; pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know who else may have been you before
I want a lover i don't have to love.
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck.
Where is the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here, but i'm not sure
I got the money if you've got the time
You said, "it feels good."
I said, "i'll give it a try."
Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers they just play tragic
And the phone's ringing and the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching; let's just keep, keep singing...
I want a lover i don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where is the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and i can't seem to get full
I need some meaning i can memorize
The kind i have always seem to slip my mind
But you..
But you...
You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
I do, i do
Then hurt me..
Then hurt me...
Then hurt me...
3OH!3 - Colorado Sunshine
And if i had something to say to you i'd whisper it softly,
kiss you on your rosey lips and never let you off me.
shiver on your roof and see your face lit by starlight,
hold you through the night and watch that colorado sunrise.
I've got five fingers on each hand for every mistake that i've made
cuz my tongue is tied to tonsils and i need to shit and shave
im a shade to pale for handsome and have habits i can't shake
and if you try to take that from me well i'll never be the same
trainwreck that i am
and i am what i am what i am
a trainwreck, that i am
and i am what i am what i am
a trainwreck
and as long as it's okay with you i think i'll stay right here.
i got no where to go cuz where to go is up to you, dear.
happy as a clam i see the glimmer in your eyes.
hold you through the night and watch that colorado sunrise.
no car and never cared because i got no place to go.
but in a room, (a single wall?) i couldn't pay a plant to grow
you can try and make this pretty, pick up all my dirty clothes.
and if you never really get me then i guess you'll never know the
trainwreck that i am
and i am what i am what i am
a trainwreck that i am
and i am what i am what i am
a trainwreck
I've got five fingers on each hand for every mistake that iv'e made
cuz my tongue is tied to tonsles and i need to s#!t and shave
i'm a shade to pale for handsome and have habits i can't shake
and if you try to take that from me well i wouldn't be the same
trainwreck that i am
and i am what i am what i am
(colorado sunrise)
a trainwreck
that i am
and i am what i am what i am
(colorado sunrise)
trainwreck.
that i am
(if i had something to say to you i'd whisper it softly)
and i am what i am what i am
(kiss you on your rosey lips and never let you off me)
a trainwreck
that i am
(shiver on your roof see your face lit by starlight)
and i am what i am what i am
(hold you through the night and watch that colorado sunrise)
a trainwreck.
Dramarama - Anything, Anything (I'll Give You)
Okay, what is it tonight?
Please just tell me what the hell is wrong!
Do you wanna eat?
Do you wanna sleep?
Do you wanna drown?
Just settle down, settle down, settle down!
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills
give you anything you want--hundred-dollar bills
I'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see
just marry me marry me marry me!
I'm so sick of you tonight
You never stay awake when I get home
Is something wrong with me?
Is something wrong with you?
I really wish I knew wish I knew wish I knew!
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills
I'll give you anything you want--hundred-dollar bills
I'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see
Because you marry me marry me marry me!
Marry me marry me marry me!
I was young, I learned a game
And love and happiness were the same
Now I'm older and I don't play--I found out the hardest way.
I got wasted she got mad
Called me names and she called her dad
He got crazy and I did too
Wondered what I did to you.
I gave you candy, gave you diamonds, gave you pills
Gave you anything you want--
Hundred-dollar bills!
I even let you hear the songs I want to sing
I'll give you anything anything anything
I'll give you anything anything anything
I'll give you anything anything anything
anything
anything
anything
KeeperOfDreams> FFFFFLOL
KeeperOfDreams> EXTREME ANGIE ADVERTISING
Yesterday...or the day before, we did some yard work. Cut down a bunch of weeds on the side of the house and mowed part of the backyard. Found two toads, three tree frogs and dklhgdklfhkldfhfdEARWIGS. D: D: D:
Today, I went out to my mom's for a cookout/picnic thing. It was nice to get out of the house and get free food. She mad italian sausage and peppers, steak, chicken. It wasn't as obnoxious as I expected it to be. But I think i've simply gotten to the point that I really don't take anyone's shit any more.
Freaking next door kid, Aaron/Erin (I don't know which spelling it is) was on my ass all night. He's a little younger than myself (probably early twenties, if that) and he knows I have someone. So I couldn't clearly tell if he was just TALKING AND TALKING AND TALKING to find something that he touched base on with me or if he was just really bad at flirting. I didn't care either way because he was too spazzy for me to bother keeping track of. Plus, everyone was drinking beer and that makes everyone weird.
HOWEVER.
I got him away for awhile while we were skeet shooting with shotguns. Bud and John showed me how (because, hey, I've never shot a gun before. first time for everything!) and I ended up hitting three or four skeets and he hadn't hit any, I guess. I laughed pretty hard when I found this out. I'm sure my shoulder will be aching in the morning, but the recoil wasn't too bad. I shot John's shotgun first because it didn't have as much of a kick back, then I shot Bud's because he was saying it had a harder recoil. Apparently, the other guys don't like shooting Bud's because of this, but it really wasn't much of a difference to me.
But one-upping people? I'll admit, I have a bit of that Aries competitiveness in me.
Closer to evening, Aaron/Erin and the other girl my age (who is the daughter of the woman my mom was at the house on Belmont with when she was tricking) disappear to the apartment behind the houses (there's two houses and what used to be a garage that's been converted into an apartment). To which I rolled my eyes dramatically because who the fuck sleeps with someone they've JUST MET. Literally. JUST. MET. THAT. NIGHT. I don't get it. Should I? I don't know. But I think it's REALLY TRASHY. Goddamn.
Then, before we left, chica and her mom get into an argument over something petty and stupid because chick had WAY too many beers and was being belligerant. It was hilarious and I couldn't stop laughing at how fuckall stupid people can be. My reaction was pretty much 'ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??'.
But, overall, not a bad night, I suppose. I'm home now and lulz RPing with the fags. My critters are happy and tomorrow my mom's coming into town to pay for TJ's college registration.
I have photos and stuff to upload, but Furtopia's STILL being upgraded, so all my links are borked. :/ In lieu of that, here's some musics:
Young Love - Too Young To Fight It
take a dare
don't tell the truth
keep this between me and you
whispers become loud
when word of this gets out
will the message
cause a motion
we won't know till we get there
when the suns down
lights come up
friends and enemies come together
summer nights hitting
it so hard we were blisterin
can't keep from moving
the season is righting
we're too young to fight it
we stand united
summer nights hitting
it so hard we're blistering
can't stop to sleep it off
hearts are beating to the sound
kids are living underground
rumors get so loud
we want to scream and shout
it's taking over now
you can't control it
you're shaking soaking wet
in the middle of the night again
will the message
cause a motion
we won't know till we get there
when the suns down
lights come up
friends and enemies come together!
summer nights hitting
it so hard
we're blisterin
can't keep from moving
the season is righting
we're to young to fight it
we stand united
summer nights hitting
it so hard we're blistering
can't stop to sleep it off
Portland Cello Project - Toxic
Baby, can't you see?
I'm calling a guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous, I'm fallin'
There's no escape
I can't wait, I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous, I'm lovin' it
Too high, can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?
It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip from my devil cup
Slowly, it's taking over me
Too high, can't come down
It's in the air
And it's all around
Can you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?
Don't you know that you're toxic?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
Bettie Serveert - Lover I Don't Have To Love
I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you.
I said, "i like your shoes."
You said, "thanks can i follow you?"
So it's up the stairs and out of view-
No prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name, you asked the time...
Now it's two o'clock-
The club is closed and we're up the block
Your hands on me; pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know who else may have been you before
I want a lover i don't have to love.
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck.
Where is the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here, but i'm not sure
I got the money if you've got the time
You said, "it feels good."
I said, "i'll give it a try."
Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers they just play tragic
And the phone's ringing and the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching; let's just keep, keep singing...
I want a lover i don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where is the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and i can't seem to get full
I need some meaning i can memorize
The kind i have always seem to slip my mind
But you..
But you...
You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
I do, i do
Then hurt me..
Then hurt me...
Then hurt me...
3OH!3 - Colorado Sunshine
And if i had something to say to you i'd whisper it softly,
kiss you on your rosey lips and never let you off me.
shiver on your roof and see your face lit by starlight,
hold you through the night and watch that colorado sunrise.
I've got five fingers on each hand for every mistake that i've made
cuz my tongue is tied to tonsils and i need to shit and shave
im a shade to pale for handsome and have habits i can't shake
and if you try to take that from me well i'll never be the same
trainwreck that i am
and i am what i am what i am
a trainwreck, that i am
and i am what i am what i am
a trainwreck
and as long as it's okay with you i think i'll stay right here.
i got no where to go cuz where to go is up to you, dear.
happy as a clam i see the glimmer in your eyes.
hold you through the night and watch that colorado sunrise.
no car and never cared because i got no place to go.
but in a room, (a single wall?) i couldn't pay a plant to grow
you can try and make this pretty, pick up all my dirty clothes.
and if you never really get me then i guess you'll never know the
trainwreck that i am
and i am what i am what i am
a trainwreck that i am
and i am what i am what i am
a trainwreck
I've got five fingers on each hand for every mistake that iv'e made
cuz my tongue is tied to tonsles and i need to s#!t and shave
i'm a shade to pale for handsome and have habits i can't shake
and if you try to take that from me well i wouldn't be the same
trainwreck that i am
and i am what i am what i am
(colorado sunrise)
a trainwreck
that i am
and i am what i am what i am
(colorado sunrise)
trainwreck.
that i am
(if i had something to say to you i'd whisper it softly)
and i am what i am what i am
(kiss you on your rosey lips and never let you off me)
a trainwreck
that i am
(shiver on your roof see your face lit by starlight)
and i am what i am what i am
(hold you through the night and watch that colorado sunrise)
a trainwreck.
Dramarama - Anything, Anything (I'll Give You)
Okay, what is it tonight?
Please just tell me what the hell is wrong!
Do you wanna eat?
Do you wanna sleep?
Do you wanna drown?
Just settle down, settle down, settle down!
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills
give you anything you want--hundred-dollar bills
I'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see
just marry me marry me marry me!
I'm so sick of you tonight
You never stay awake when I get home
Is something wrong with me?
Is something wrong with you?
I really wish I knew wish I knew wish I knew!
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills
I'll give you anything you want--hundred-dollar bills
I'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see
Because you marry me marry me marry me!
Marry me marry me marry me!
I was young, I learned a game
And love and happiness were the same
Now I'm older and I don't play--I found out the hardest way.
I got wasted she got mad
Called me names and she called her dad
He got crazy and I did too
Wondered what I did to you.
I gave you candy, gave you diamonds, gave you pills
Gave you anything you want--
Hundred-dollar bills!
I even let you hear the songs I want to sing
I'll give you anything anything anything
I'll give you anything anything anything
I'll give you anything anything anything
anything
anything
anything
