I'll still swear it's a beautiful life...

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There was, like, 6" out when I walked to the store this morning. My tracks are completely covered now. I kinda want to go out and jump around in it, but I don't want to ruin the pristine look.



Front yard.


Huge pine in the neighbor's back yard.


Back yard, storage garage.


Path off the railroad tracks I take up to the store.

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I feel better. Finally. I called off work because I just felt like SUCH CRAP. I threw up twice and I was so anxious/fidgity that I was in and out of bed for hours. I was so, so, SO tired, but I couldn't fall asleep. But I also didn't feel well enough to sit at my computer for a long time.

Then I got a migraine and every time I stood up was like hell.

Eventually, my stomach calmed down and I decided it was safe enough to take some aspirin and eat a little but of something (which equated to a third of a granola bar). And once my headache died down a little, I walked up to the store because I was craving ice cream.

Six inches of snow and about a half our later, I was tired as fuck and I fell asleep while me and TJ watched the Venture Brothers.

Then, I got a huge dent in getting clothes gathered. Trying to cut down on what we're going to take to Squeeji's since (sadly) TJ can't fit a lot of her old clothes and, well, there's a lot of stuff we're probably just not going to wear or even have a reason to wear (goth dresses, clubbing clothes, etc., etc.). So I'm trying to keep it to jeans/tees/winter clothes and one or two cute things each.

I've got SO much downsizing to do. I don't want a packed to the rims car adventure out to SD like it was to WA. I'd like some breathing room, to be honest. Gotta put the roof rack back on, as well. Really, the main thing that takes up SO. MUCH. SPACE. are the computers. They pretty much fill up the trunk. But I can get our bedding + the computers in there and the blankets provide good cushioning for the monitor screens.

Monster babies go in the backseat. I think they all have carriers this time, too. I can put the bottom pieces of their cages on the roof rack and the metal cage parts either up there, or against the back seat. Or, possibly, on the bottom of the trunk. We'll see.

Blah blah blah, I babble a lot when I'm brainstorming moving, really.

Also, I have, like, NO BALANCE lately. I just can't find my center when I stand up and end up stumbling around until I do. :/ I just feel really weak, but it's probably because I haven't eaten a whole lot since sometime yesterday.

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I got an account on FurSpace, because I'm a fag and have to claim my name everywhere. Feel free to add me if you're there. :V

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"You don't have to stay anywhere forever."
- Edwin Payne, in Sandman: Season of Mists.

It's astonishing how much trouble one can get oneself into, if one works at it. And astonishing how much trouble one can get oneself out of, if one simply assumes that everything will, somehow or other, work out for the best.
- Destruction, in Sandman: The Wake

"Expect trouble as an inevitable part of life, and when it comes, hold your head high, look it squarely in the eye and say, 'I will be bigger than you. You cannot defeat me.'"
- Ann Landers

Comments

[summoner-alex.livejournal.com]

This kind of snow is one of the reasons I like living this far north. I was ridiculously excited to see how deep it got throughout the day, because I'm 7 years old still.

I'm really sorry to hear that you're having such a shitty time, by the way. I wish you the best of luck with your move.