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obliviousally_ljI need a second job. $200-$300 every other week isn't cutting it to support two people. Especially when there's still things like eyeglasses ($100+), medication ($50+) and such to be bought. That we've been putting off for months.
I should've been making $600 a check in December. Fuck you, Ohio and fuck you, economy. We were working OVERTIME in Silverdale last holiday season. I've NEVER even gotten over twenty-five hours while working here in Niles. Fuck you hard, Ohio.
My hours at work have dropped to three days a week. I'm not even eligible for food stamps now unless I do the work they have you do to even it out to twenty hours. I'd rather HAVE twenty hours at WORK, thankyouverymuch.
Maybe I'll apply at the Giant Eagle. I can work there on my days off from Target at night and not have to worry about pestering anyone for a ride because it's in walking distance.
All I'm wanting to do lately is throw my hands up and say 'FUCK IT'. I feel like quitting my job most days because of various aggravating reasons (but stick around because it's familiar and I hope SOME PEOPLE get reprimanded eventually).
I feel like just blowing my money for a moment of instant gratification.
But, y'know what, whatever. I'm in a shitty mood this morning with a mounting headache from last night. I'm pissed, but I'll survive.
We've lived on less, after all.
I should really just suck it up and go get food at the various shelters and churches and stuff around here. It's not like it'd be the first time, or the last, for that matter. But there's people with LESS than WE have and I'm well aware of that. It seems greedy for ME to do it. At least, that's what my head tells me.
I should've been making $600 a check in December. Fuck you, Ohio and fuck you, economy. We were working OVERTIME in Silverdale last holiday season. I've NEVER even gotten over twenty-five hours while working here in Niles. Fuck you hard, Ohio.
My hours at work have dropped to three days a week. I'm not even eligible for food stamps now unless I do the work they have you do to even it out to twenty hours. I'd rather HAVE twenty hours at WORK, thankyouverymuch.
Maybe I'll apply at the Giant Eagle. I can work there on my days off from Target at night and not have to worry about pestering anyone for a ride because it's in walking distance.
All I'm wanting to do lately is throw my hands up and say 'FUCK IT'. I feel like quitting my job most days because of various aggravating reasons (but stick around because it's familiar and I hope SOME PEOPLE get reprimanded eventually).
I feel like just blowing my money for a moment of instant gratification.
But, y'know what, whatever. I'm in a shitty mood this morning with a mounting headache from last night. I'm pissed, but I'll survive.
We've lived on less, after all.
I should really just suck it up and go get food at the various shelters and churches and stuff around here. It's not like it'd be the first time, or the last, for that matter. But there's people with LESS than WE have and I'm well aware of that. It seems greedy for ME to do it. At least, that's what my head tells me.
