obliviousally_lj

I think I'm going to call off work tonight. It's snowing again and our streets don't get salted/plowed and the brakes on the car need replaced badly. I'd been getting rides to work from D, but she doesn't work tonight. I think I need it anyhow, I keep feeling like I'm getting crampy and I'm just 'bleh' all around. Thankfully, today starts a NEW week, so I won't be hurting my Black Friday paycheck.

I have $0.06 in the bank. I should've had almost $20, but Blizzard thought it'd be a cool idea to take money from BOTH my Paypal (which is what I told it to take money from) AND my bank account (which, while I've used it for WoW before, I did not this time). So I'm out $15 until I'm awake at a time when Blizzard's customer service is up. Ugh. I got an -email back from them and it told me shit. No, these aren't funds being 'held', faggots. They have already cleared my account. I know how my bank works, goddamnit.

I ran out of butter last night. And no more eggs in the house, either. I'd called Karen to see if they would bring some over today and Al said he'd see if they had any of either (I know they have butter, he buys is in bulk and freezes it). But they never called back. Thanks, guys!

I need to do laundry so bad it's not even funny. But, again, no money for the laundromat. I think my underwear choices are down to...thongs. Lame. I guess, on the upside, I have clean kahkis, so I can wear those to work even though we can wear jeans now.

Gotta make something to eat tonight and hope TJ will eat it. She's barely eaten in the last three days and I'm not exactly sure why. But it's not terribly healthy and I can't do anything but offer what we have in the house, even if it is the 'same shit'. On the up side, though, we have a turkey for Thanksgiving. So that's good.

Urge to overdraw my bank account rises with each day I'm broke. But then my paycheck will be fucked and it really doesn't solve anything.

I need to find the commissions I'm almost finished with and finish/post them. I know I have a VERY overdue badge from, like, AC that I still need to color. I don't know why I've procrastinated on it for so long. I also really need/want to do my sketch for

anthrosketchxch from October so I can participate next month. But drawing is just...ugh to me right now. I want to go back to working regurarly on commissions and actually getting them done in a timely manner instead of making people wait FOR. EV. ER.

A lot of things are just wearing me thin lately. This lingering cold. Work drama. Worrying about TJ. The weather. My grandma not getting better.

In things that aren't wangst about me, me and TJ spent the evening/night/morning roleplaying and ranting about Twatlight.

I finally managed to black out the window in the bedroom. I found the extra curtains that were for the other window and then I layered over the black silk sheet we have and that seems to have solved the GLARING SUNLIGHT problem that I hate sleeping in. Hurrah.