obliviousally_lj

Iron Man fanfic has been quite lacking for me lately. And what

pepperony100 has been feeding me has been...eh. I'm very, very, VERY tempted to start writing little ficlets with the prompts from there JUST to prove there's subjects other than Pepper's dress for the prompt 'blue' and such. I also bitched about this before, with the whole 'white = wedding' thing.

And no one's done druggie Tony for 'high'? You KNOW he's done blow. He's a playboy. He's probably tried most drugs once or twice.

If I can get the motivation, this should be fun. :D

And the naughty fics have felt like the same thing rehashed over and over and over...

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Commission for

silvergrin. I really like how he came out. :D

Doodle of Poe. No arms! Whee!

Gwen reference sheet thingie.

I fail at scenes!

Also, credit card things finally taken care of. I'd been putting it off and putting it off until TJ answered the phone and someone was asking for 'Ally'. Tricky buggers. But that's okay.Ii needed to deal with it and now I'm set up so I CAN feasibly pay off that $600 or so and get it out of my hair. Because I WANT it paid off and I WANT to be able to have a credit card again. The whole move and cut hours back in Silverdale really fucked it up, but that's okay. It came in crazy handy when we needed it.

I have to make a vet appointment for Quidditch. His tooth is growing into his lip (god, his teeth are so amazingly fucked) and it needs trimmed. I have nothing to trim it with (though I thought I did) and I'm not sure if I trust myself to do it on my own.

And we're going to have Harper put down. I feel really bad about it, but he's so very, very old. And he has a small tumor or something growing on the side of his face. He doesn't look like himself anymore and I don't want him to suffer.

Tezzy's going to have to go in for her shots soon. I don't know if I'll be able to do it this check or next check, around when TJ will be getting her first pay. So we'll see.

I've been playing around with writing fic (see, this is the downside of not posting one coherant entry a day). It pretty much sucks because I can never GET anywhere. I just babble on because I suck at pushing things forward. It'll probably sit there for days, untouched. Or i'll add something here, remove something there, etc..

I've NEVER been good at writing. I enjoy it, but it's frustrating for me. I know what I want in my head and I HAVE ideas, but putting them down into words (which I'm not terribly good at anyhow) is quite difficult for me. I mean, I can roleplay just fine (depending on who's mindset I'm in. It's been Poe's lately, I blame the upcoming Halloween and fall weather.), but I'm bouncing things off someone else. But it still tends to drag along at times.

Bleh.

I also still have those 100 prompts loaded into a wordpad file, open, staring at me. Maybe I can get myself to write little drabbles.

In similar news, I found some of my OLD STORIES from HIGH SCHOOL. Oh god, they're so bad. But I was thinking about finding the decent ones and rewriting them, now that the characters I more developed and all. But it scares me to actually pull them out of their hiding spot.

In other news, we've been playing Super Smash Bros. Brawl.

Sometimes I want to kill it.