Stuff and DON'T BOTHER READING THIS.
Jun. 19th, 2007 11:39 pmI am so completely unmotivated.
I'm TRYING to get together extra money for AC by foing commissions and shit, but no one's buying. No one wants to but the fursuit stuff we've made. The only 'convention' money we have at the momeny is the $80 in Paypal. The rest of the money this month HAS to go on bills.
And ALL of my money, thus far, has gone on bills.
I wouldn't be so fucking upset if the con wasn't in TWO WEEKS. Hell, if the convention wasn't coming up at all. Then I wouldn't have to worry about it.
And the convention isn't even a necessitiy in the 'OMG FURRY CON' sense. I go to see friends who I NEVER get to see. For upwards of a year. And that's bullshit. Especially when they'll be in Pittsburgh, which is a two hour drive. Tops.
So, I'm a little 'eh' about putting the effort into things right now because I'm so down about it. I mean, we'll MAYBE have enough money to pull our part of the room costs. And MAYBE enough to get into the convention. But food? Spending money? Pfft.
(my mom is buying us gas cards, so that's not so much of an issue.)
It's just aggravating. And I'm sick of always being broke.
I'm TRYING to get together extra money for AC by foing commissions and shit, but no one's buying. No one wants to but the fursuit stuff we've made. The only 'convention' money we have at the momeny is the $80 in Paypal. The rest of the money this month HAS to go on bills.
And ALL of my money, thus far, has gone on bills.
I wouldn't be so fucking upset if the con wasn't in TWO WEEKS. Hell, if the convention wasn't coming up at all. Then I wouldn't have to worry about it.
And the convention isn't even a necessitiy in the 'OMG FURRY CON' sense. I go to see friends who I NEVER get to see. For upwards of a year. And that's bullshit. Especially when they'll be in Pittsburgh, which is a two hour drive. Tops.
So, I'm a little 'eh' about putting the effort into things right now because I'm so down about it. I mean, we'll MAYBE have enough money to pull our part of the room costs. And MAYBE enough to get into the convention. But food? Spending money? Pfft.
(my mom is buying us gas cards, so that's not so much of an issue.)
It's just aggravating. And I'm sick of always being broke.
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Date: 2007-06-20 03:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-20 04:01 am (UTC)And yeah, this money thing BLOWS >_>
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Date: 2007-06-20 04:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-20 04:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-20 04:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-20 07:21 pm (UTC)Not to mention we only own a scant handfull of video games in the first place. We rent, not buy.