Stuff and BITCHCOMPLAIN, MOVE ALONG.
Feb. 19th, 2006 12:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
obliviousally_ljOh, for fucks sake.
Why is it that I always have to be happy-go-lucky Ally? Why can't I be moody? Why can't I have days where I just don't want to deal with anyone's shit? Everyone else is entitled to these things. But I, apparently, am not. I can only deal with so much ragging on and shit being thrown at me. I'm only fucking human. I have feelings that get hurt sometimes as well. I'm not invunerable to everything, as much as I might like to think. I get fucking sick of being called stupid (though it's justfied sometimes), being talked about what a (apparently) crappy girlfriend I am, and all that general bullshit.
It makes me feel like shit and makes me want to curl up and not bother with anything.
All I ask for is for you not to blow me off. For fuck's sake, I don't get mad at you when you're moody. I leave you be and wait until you feel like socializing again. I understand that you, like everyone else, have crappy days that can't be helped.
Guess what, I do, too. They usually coincide with my fucking period, on which, I don't want to deal with much of fucking anything. Let alone getting up in the morning.
Why is it that I always have to be happy-go-lucky Ally? Why can't I be moody? Why can't I have days where I just don't want to deal with anyone's shit? Everyone else is entitled to these things. But I, apparently, am not. I can only deal with so much ragging on and shit being thrown at me. I'm only fucking human. I have feelings that get hurt sometimes as well. I'm not invunerable to everything, as much as I might like to think. I get fucking sick of being called stupid (though it's justfied sometimes), being talked about what a (apparently) crappy girlfriend I am, and all that general bullshit.
It makes me feel like shit and makes me want to curl up and not bother with anything.
All I ask for is for you not to blow me off. For fuck's sake, I don't get mad at you when you're moody. I leave you be and wait until you feel like socializing again. I understand that you, like everyone else, have crappy days that can't be helped.
Guess what, I do, too. They usually coincide with my fucking period, on which, I don't want to deal with much of fucking anything. Let alone getting up in the morning.
