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Mar. 20th, 2005 01:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
obliviousally_ljCame home early from work yesterday. I don't know exactly what was wrong with me. Maybe the combination of two hours of sleep and a full freaking 24oz. can of Jolt.
I think work is starting to drain me. And I can't do anything about it except go back and put on my happy face. I need more than just two days off every five days or I'm going to get depressed and start sleeping all the time. All I do is sleep, get up, work, come home, sleep. Over and over for the last month. And I'm beginning to not deal very well with it. Yes, the money is nice. My paycheck this Friday was around $500 (after they raped me for almost $100 in taxes :/).
I'm feeling extremely stressed. And I don't like it. And, as anyone can figure, I've accomplished nothing in the last week or two.
We got broadband installed yesterday, but I haven't been able to use it until now because I've been working .
I just feel like I'm not in control of anything anymore. Like I'm a robot. And I hate it.
Oh boy, now I'm crying. Jesus christ.
I wish I was PMSing, then I'd have something to blame all this on. But I don't think I am.
I just want to be in control of things again.
Aries - March 21 - April 19
Daily Extended Forecast for March 19, 2005
With Mercury just hours away from turning retrograde, your plans for the weekend may not go off exactly as you'd expected -- in fact, they probably won't. All you can really count on, for the next three weeks, is that whatever can go wrong will. That goes double for you, since Mercury will be doing this dance in your very own sign. Fortunately, if anyone is good at coming up with a Plan B, or C or even D at a moment's notice, it's certainly you.
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aulderbane the trip is a bit up in the air right now. We have to get an new fuel filter for the car before we go, and we're supposed to get a new one next week, hopefully before Tuesday. So, if we're still able to come, I'll let you know. And if not, we'll plan another date. :/
I think work is starting to drain me. And I can't do anything about it except go back and put on my happy face. I need more than just two days off every five days or I'm going to get depressed and start sleeping all the time. All I do is sleep, get up, work, come home, sleep. Over and over for the last month. And I'm beginning to not deal very well with it. Yes, the money is nice. My paycheck this Friday was around $500 (after they raped me for almost $100 in taxes :/).
I'm feeling extremely stressed. And I don't like it. And, as anyone can figure, I've accomplished nothing in the last week or two.
We got broadband installed yesterday, but I haven't been able to use it until now because I've been working .
I just feel like I'm not in control of anything anymore. Like I'm a robot. And I hate it.
Oh boy, now I'm crying. Jesus christ.
I wish I was PMSing, then I'd have something to blame all this on. But I don't think I am.
I just want to be in control of things again.
Aries - March 21 - April 19
Daily Extended Forecast for March 19, 2005
With Mercury just hours away from turning retrograde, your plans for the weekend may not go off exactly as you'd expected -- in fact, they probably won't. All you can really count on, for the next three weeks, is that whatever can go wrong will. That goes double for you, since Mercury will be doing this dance in your very own sign. Fortunately, if anyone is good at coming up with a Plan B, or C or even D at a moment's notice, it's certainly you.
EDIT: Also,
aulderbane the trip is a bit up in the air right now. We have to get an new fuel filter for the car before we go, and we're supposed to get a new one next week, hopefully before Tuesday. So, if we're still able to come, I'll let you know. And if not, we'll plan another date. :/
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