Stuff and ARGH. >_

[obliviousally_lj]

This college thing is really starting to become overwhelming. I don't know if I'm ready for it. Or, I don't know if I'm ready for it finanically. I don't want to struggle through four more years or eating ramen and hotdogs and sometimes starving every few months. I really don't want the hassle of taking out a loan. And I need to get my dependency appeal done. Summer semester starts in May. And it's Feburary. I still need to find a place to live. It's just all very aggravating.

And I think I'm moody anyhow. Go figure.