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obliviousally_ljI've got the wanderlust again.
I blame it on the urban exploration sites I've been browsing today. I want to go adventuring. But my city is shit for that since I've been everywhere interesting that there is and I really have no one who would go out exploring with me. No offense to TJ, of course. She's just not a prone to strolling into half-colapsed buildings without a care in the world. Maybe I should go an poke around the old St. Joes hospital again. I never did find the mourge there, and the janitors really don't give a crap about one girl wandering around with a camera. I always make up some story about it being a school project and they leave me be.
But then, when I'm allowed to do it, it's not nearl as fun or as creepy. Bah.
I think I just want to get out and feel alive with friends. But, well, work and bills and the luxury of making 2AM trips to Eat-n-Park every weekend was lost years ago. Or maybe I just want all my friends here. I'm not sure what it is anymore. It's just a feeling that I get. And I don't know exactly what is is that it wants or that it means, but I know if I had these things and people that I want it would go away. Not that it's a bad feeling, so to speak, but a...wanting feeling, I think.
I've also got the urge to write and the urge to kill the computer cause it's crashed at least 5 times today cause I'm stupid and run a bunch of stuff at once cause I think 98MB of RAM is something special and allows me to do more than I could with 64BM. It doesn't. And horray for run-on sentences!
I also downloaded Linkin Park's Breaking The Habit. I have the video waiting to be downloaded somewhere around here. Cause it rocks and was directed by Watanabe. :3 I also snagged Maroon 5's Tangled and Sweetest Goodbye. I had downloaded She Will Be Loved, but it was a fucked version. Fuckers. I hate you Kazaa, but I countine to use you when you don't crash my computer.
I think I'm going to stay up all night and try to draw a bunch of stuff.
Uh, hey, here's some thing you all can pass around on your journals:
Pick five songs you're currently really into and post the band/song name plus the lyric you like best from the song.
[01] Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved
Look for the girl with the broken smile | Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
[02] Maroon 5 - Secret
I know I don't know you | But I want you so bad
[03] Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit
I don't know what's worth fighting for | Or why I have to scream | But now I have some clarity | to show you what I mean
[04] Nickleback - Figured You Out
You're like my favorite damn disease.
[05] Dido - White Flag
I know I left too much mess and | destruction to come back again
In other news, my ass has completely escaped my pants. I should fix that.
I blame it on the urban exploration sites I've been browsing today. I want to go adventuring. But my city is shit for that since I've been everywhere interesting that there is and I really have no one who would go out exploring with me. No offense to TJ, of course. She's just not a prone to strolling into half-colapsed buildings without a care in the world. Maybe I should go an poke around the old St. Joes hospital again. I never did find the mourge there, and the janitors really don't give a crap about one girl wandering around with a camera. I always make up some story about it being a school project and they leave me be.
But then, when I'm allowed to do it, it's not nearl as fun or as creepy. Bah.
I think I just want to get out and feel alive with friends. But, well, work and bills and the luxury of making 2AM trips to Eat-n-Park every weekend was lost years ago. Or maybe I just want all my friends here. I'm not sure what it is anymore. It's just a feeling that I get. And I don't know exactly what is is that it wants or that it means, but I know if I had these things and people that I want it would go away. Not that it's a bad feeling, so to speak, but a...wanting feeling, I think.
I've also got the urge to write and the urge to kill the computer cause it's crashed at least 5 times today cause I'm stupid and run a bunch of stuff at once cause I think 98MB of RAM is something special and allows me to do more than I could with 64BM. It doesn't. And horray for run-on sentences!
I also downloaded Linkin Park's Breaking The Habit. I have the video waiting to be downloaded somewhere around here. Cause it rocks and was directed by Watanabe. :3 I also snagged Maroon 5's Tangled and Sweetest Goodbye. I had downloaded She Will Be Loved, but it was a fucked version. Fuckers. I hate you Kazaa, but I countine to use you when you don't crash my computer.
I think I'm going to stay up all night and try to draw a bunch of stuff.
Uh, hey, here's some thing you all can pass around on your journals:
Pick five songs you're currently really into and post the band/song name plus the lyric you like best from the song.
[01] Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved
Look for the girl with the broken smile | Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
[02] Maroon 5 - Secret
I know I don't know you | But I want you so bad
[03] Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit
I don't know what's worth fighting for | Or why I have to scream | But now I have some clarity | to show you what I mean
[04] Nickleback - Figured You Out
You're like my favorite damn disease.
[05] Dido - White Flag
I know I left too much mess and | destruction to come back again
In other news, my ass has completely escaped my pants. I should fix that.
