Whee!

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Watching Cowboy Bebop. Speak Like a Child's the episode. It's sad. ;_; Waiting for TJ to tell me what she wants to eat so I can cook it. She's getting...crampy. :P So I've gotta keep and eye on her. Poor thing. Uncle Mark called and asked if we'd take grandma up to the hospital tomorrow if the car's running to see my mom. I kinda doubt it'll happen cause if TJ's cramps hit, she'll be in bed all day. Hopefully passed out from painkillers and whatnot. :P I don't know if I want to see my mom right now anyways. I'd probably say some not-so-nice things. And that may not go over well with my grandma. And I don't want to upset her or anything. I have damn good reason for not having any faith or hope in my mother. I love her, but she's a fuckup. And I've told her this. She knows how I feel and she probably knows what I'll say if I go see her. Oh well. She shouldn't have screwed up and been at the crack house all week. She should have been there when the raid happened, got arrested, the went -right-back the nextr day. Yes, the crack house was right back in buisness the next day. Must have a good thing going there, or something. But that's not the subject. She fucked up and I have no sympathy. Just like I haven not sympathy for her staying with Bud after he beat her. And I still can't believe I had and intelligent conversation with him. Personally, I don't like the whole situation. Seems...odd. But maybe I'm just being paraniod. I dunno.