I want you to be crazy, 'cause you're boring baby when you're straight...

So, who saw Robert Downey, Jr TONY FUCKING STARK on Jay Leno last night? Yeah, I was just going to lay in bed and try to sleep while listening to the TV, but he came on and TJ was like 'IT'S FUCKING TONY STARK WTF' and I OBVIOUSLY had to jump up and see. He mentioned something about making a catapult that could hit a target within a centimeter out of a SPIRAL NOTEBOOK. Then, called it a 'Stark Invention'. I was dying. And he didn't have his hair slicked back. I don't like it like that. It was all unkempt and messy and cute. <3

Work has been looooooooong. And so very tiring. Especially without something caffienated to drink.

I've been having this...increasing paranoia lately. It's started with when I walk to the store in the evenings/at night. When it's dark, I don't take the tracks because it's pitch black. Instead, I take Vernon, which puts me out down by the string of car places that are before the plaza the Giant Eagle is in. Vernon is a quiet street with lots of cute dark-colored brick houses with cute little yards and such. But at night? I'm not scared of being shot or kidnapped or raped. Oh, no no no.

I'm waiting for something slavering and monstrous to come lumbering out of the woods.

Seriously. Any noise makes my head whip around. Sirens off in the distance (because the beginning of them sounds like a howl) make my fight-or-flight response go 'WTF'.

Now, generally, this is always a 'hey, what if?'. But something about this street (at night) sets something off in the back of my mind. Does this force me to take a different route?

Hell no.

But, past this, I've been seeing more shadowy things than normal. And more ghostly white things. Just out of the corner of my eye. I also had a really strange dream last night that someone got into the house but NO ONE WAS THERE aside from me and TJ. Things were moved where they shouldn't be. Tyhings out of place, slightly askew, moved completely.

I don't know. Paranormal paranoia. It's just constantly been lingering in the back of my brain lately. No clue why.

Past bizzare shit like that, I've been downloading a lot of music from fanmix, working a bit on commissions, helping TJ with some craft stuff, watching Hellraiser, sleeping (but not really eating), fretting about money, ranting about the used douche that is Twilight (and the following books. Seriously, WTF. Sparkly vampires? DAZZLING vampires? I can't take this shit seriously on a good day.), playing WoW, etc., etc.

I want to give Destiny or someone a Glasgow Smile as part of their design. :V

Now, for a bath and a loooong nap.

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I wondered how she hung around this place...

Binary just died. Like, literally. Just. Died.

TJ brought him in the bedroom this afternoon and asked me to look at him, because he was gasping and not looking well at all. He was ABSOLUTELY FINE two days ago. Hell, yesterday, even. No signs of any illness. At all. Today, he's cold and not interested in food at all. I gave him some fleece to sleep in in his cage, and Harper curled up with him. I checked on him not, like, twenty minutes ago and put him back in the hammock to keep warm. When we went back in to see the rats a few moments ago he was dead.

We have absolutely no idea what was wrong with him, but he had a lot of discharge around his nose that wasn't porphyrin. I planned on making a vet appointment for him on Friday but, well, I guess there's no need for that.

I just wish I knew what happened. He was a really hardy rat, after dealing with two nasty abscesses and being hairless in the first place.

I really hope there isn't a virus or something going around. A few years ago we lost almost all of our rats suddenly, one after another, for absolutely no reasoning. I really don't want to see that happen again. :/

I'm just getting really sick of Warren fucking us over royally, which is all its been doing since we got back.