Stuff and I'M TIRED OF BEING TIRED.

I'm tired of the death.
I'm tired of the lack of money.
I'm tired of relying on other people.
I'm tired of everything going wrong.
I'm tired of things going wrong one after another after another.
I'm tired of being here.
I'm tired of all this bullshit.
I'm tired of all that bullshit.
I'm tired of not being able to do things I enjoy.
I'm tired of feeling like everything is my fault.
I'm tired of everything.

All I can do is keep telling myself that things ARE going to shape up soon. I just have to keep pushing forward. It's so hard because all I want to do is just say 'fuck it all' and sleep all day long. I'm doing fine on the outside, but inside I'm exhausted.

Stuff and HMM.

Stuff and ON THE MOVE!

Moving some stuff up to Streetsboro today. Gonna give Angie a call around noon to see if she's at work or at home or whatever, so she's not all suprised, as I'm not sure if she read my last post of not.

Regardless, whee!

If anyone needs to get ahold of me, at least, this weekend, you CAN AIM me (obliviousally). I have my phone set up to recieve IMs while I'm signed off (it should work, at least) and I've got 1000 txtmsgs to use, so it's not like you're going to be using up my messages. You can also contact me via the LJ text message thing. But I've got my AIM set up to only accept people on my mobile list, so if you REALLY feel you need to get ahold of me no matter what, comment and I'll add you.