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Stuff and UGLY.
Jul. 3rd, 2005 01:44 amMy glasses broke this morning. A $60 eye exam later, it'll cost around $270 to get new lenses and frames. Hurray for not having insurance, a job, and not being eligible for any healthcare!
TJ kitbashed my glasses back together so I'm not completely blind. But every time I look in the mirror I feel ugly end up crying. I appreciate her fixing them for me, but that doesn't change my self consciousness about wearing them. If she hadn't fixed them, I'd still be crying about being blind and useless. So it's really a lose-lose situation.
I probably won't be able to get my new ones for another week or two, cause I really don't have the money at all. But the kitbashed ones aren't going to hold together forever. So I hope I can figure something out.
Today's just been a shitty day and things are very tense in the apartment. I wish I could get out everything I've been stressed over for the last, like, two weeks, but now's not a good time. Maybe later.
Maybe.
Now off to finish working on TJ's paws.
TJ kitbashed my glasses back together so I'm not completely blind. But every time I look in the mirror I feel ugly end up crying. I appreciate her fixing them for me, but that doesn't change my self consciousness about wearing them. If she hadn't fixed them, I'd still be crying about being blind and useless. So it's really a lose-lose situation.
I probably won't be able to get my new ones for another week or two, cause I really don't have the money at all. But the kitbashed ones aren't going to hold together forever. So I hope I can figure something out.
Today's just been a shitty day and things are very tense in the apartment. I wish I could get out everything I've been stressed over for the last, like, two weeks, but now's not a good time. Maybe later.
Maybe.
Now off to finish working on TJ's paws.
