Woot.

I did artstuffs. Oooh. Silent Hill inspired, too. Rock. I've been downloading music from the games all evening, so it's been giving me ideas and stuff.

( Closer than heaven... )

Eh.

Some random writing. Just to push things out of my head. It's crappy, but I don't care.

I've discovered I really, really like I Want Love (studio mix) from the Silent Hill 3 soundtrack. Kind of how I'm feeling right now Or maybe not, I don't know. I think I need to sleep and it's hot in the bedroom.

( I have to keep smiling... )

It's 5AM already...?

I'm just....emotional this morning. I don't want to be, but I am. I don't know why, either. So I'm trying to get it all out so the rest of the day will be better and nice.

It's times like this when I wish I had someone, anyone, to curl up with. But if I had someone, would I be feeling like this? Probably not. I don't tend to get like this unless I'm alone.

I fucking hate feeling so open and vunerable.

I'm going to, I don't know, bury my face in a pillow until I fall asleep. No one worry about this post, I'm sure I'll be back to normal in the morning. I always am.

Hm.

I'm glad I push all tt stupid prattle out of my head last night. Ugh.

Today I...am bored. I want to go somewhere, cause it looks really nice out, buuuuuuuut....I'm stuck inside with no money and no transportation. And no one to go and hang out with. Ah well.

Maybe I'll clean. >_>


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Rawr, dirty.

I'm all grungy and covered in dust and dirt. Why, you might ask?

I've been cleaning. Oh yes, cleaning. Me and TJ's room.

I've got the majority of it done. It's not co much clean as...organized chaos. It's still a clusterfuck, but it's a clusterfuck that looks nice and you can see the floor in. And not just the narrow strip of floor between the clothes and the toys that I make for people to walk through. >_>;

I also hung up the Dominic Toretto poster I've had since sometime last year, and the two Angel Sanctuary mini-posters that TJ bought me last year at Colossal Con. I'm suprised I didn't die or fall while hanging up the Dom poster, TJ. It's right above where the MIB poster is...

I've still got a bit to do, but it's been productive, and that makes me happy. I need to eat sometime (after burning water! :P I forgot about the water I put on for my ramen almost 2 hours prior and it filled the house with smoke. Not suprisingly, though, the smoke decteor never went off....), as well as feed the animals.

Whew.