FUCKING CHRIST.

God knows my day off CAN'T go well. TJ's now fucking pissed at me cause I was joking with her and she took it seriously. I told her to go take her bath cause the water was getting cold, and she said she wanted to finish reading something online and I said something in a joking tone. She throws the mouse on the floor and storms off to the bathroom, locking the door behind her. Now she won't talk to me and she probably won't for the rest of the day. Fucking lovely. I can't have anything right happen right now. I've gotten yelled at by almost everyone around me. Work and otherwise, for amazingly stupid things, or things I don't realize are 'wrong'. Hey, so fucking sorry I'm a loudmothed dumbass who's slow on the uptake. So fucking sorry I can't do anything right. And fuck all of you who've been on my ass lately. I'm so fucking sick of it.

AUGH. You don't have ANY idea how angry I am. We were all happy and planning on going up tp spiralpegasus' place today, and now I'm going to be miserable and antisocial cause I'm worried breathing the wrong way is going to get someone mad at me. Cause god knows, if I can do one thing the wrong way, I can go everything the wrong way.

It's just been getting so hard lately to even TRY to care about shit anymore. Much less hide the fact that I do care behind a smiling, chipper, unphased face.

EDIT > 10:40AM >>>
Now that I'm a tiny bit less angry. Nothing new has been going on. Work and sleep. And try to eat at least once a day. Workworkwork.

I've been wanting to put up comic stuff and scan some art up, but I haven't been able to distract TJ with something so I can steal the computer. And I really don't feel like doing it now.

I've been wearing my Twin coat more recently. Trying to get used to walking in it, cause actually drags a bit cause it's so long. But it keep heat in so well. o_o

I'd also like to point out, for anyone who hasn't noticed something about me ranting. It's not directed to anyone, really. Well, it is, but it isn't. I rant cause I don't want to actually yell and swear at the people I care about, but I don't want to keep it in my head. So if someone should get offended by my rants, well, then. Oh well. Cause ranting is merely for my own sanity.

EDIT > 11:06AM >>>



Did this at work the other day. Supposed to be me in my Twin coat, but I cut the pic off halfway cause I didn't feel like drawing a full-body pic. Stupid pencial shading. Might actually clean and color this one, just to play around with coloring the silver coat. Whee.

EDIT > 11:30AM >>>
Oh, and this is supposed to help?

Your Daily Horoscope from Astrology.com:
October 26, 2003
Things start out on the wrong foot this morning and seem to go downhill from there. You're in some kind of slump and you might need some help pulling yourself up and out of it. You can't seem to find a group of people that you feel comfortable around, yet you don't really want to be by yourself either. Spending time with a pet or with children can help ease your pain and make you forget what's bothering you, even if it is just for a little while. If you don't have any kids or animals of your own, offer to baby-sit for someone close to you or spend time at an animal shelter.

Rawr!

So, today ended up nicely. Went up to spiralpegasus's place and the gerbils got along great. Had pizza and loafed around Doug's place. Picked up a new tank for Taylor, and treats for the gerbils and rats. Drove back home, and now we're going haunted housing. :D Whee!