Mmf.

I spent the last hour and a half putting some content into my new icons journal. i_conartist. Yep.

Yesterday was spent laying around, playing Golden Sun 2 and watching The Matrix. Yumyum. :9

I'm still a little peeved about stuff that happened on BWTM the last two days. I think it's bullshit, but all my ranting is gone now anyhow. Ah well. I'm not sure if I'll stick around or not. It's not like I did much there anyhow. Maybe just finish the webpage and go about my business. I'm not sure yet.

In other news, I might have some work for a little bit. Val from Coleman called yesterday, and they're going to see about working something out with one of the local thrift stores/volunteer places, and I'll get paid through Coleman. Which shouldn't be too bad. They're gonna see if they can go for 40 hours. And the place they want to put me at only workd from 10AM-1PM. Woo. And that'll give me more time to hunt for a steady job. :P

I am now keeperofdreams' art bitch. Observe:



You should read the description on DeviantART....

She -wanted- me to draw pr0n, but I wasn't in the mood last night. Yeah.


You represent... insanity. You're quite a quirky little creature.
You're emotions are varying.
You may appear childish and innocent, but you have a tendency to freak out.
You're incredibly random, but it's good to be unique. People know you're an odd one, but you certainly don't mind.


What feeling do you represent?
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...now I understand.

Why people leave online.

Really. For the longest time I thought it was just some stunt to get people to shower them with attention. But now I realise it's not.

I realize the people leave because there's so much BULLSHIT that goes on. People always bitching and angsting and fucking yuou over. People betraying you and making you aggravated. People being general assholes. People jumping to conclusions. People feeling that you talk to one person too much. People thinking that because you don't IM them back on AIM you don't want anything to do with them.

Fucking christ. I can't sit around on AIM and be idle and not answer IMs from people? I don't have that choice? Maybe I'm waiting for someone else to come on. Maybe I'm doing something in another room. Maybe I fucking feel asleep.

>_<

And no, Noir, this doesn't completely have to do with you. Your post just irked me and I felt I needed to rant. I'm so sick of people jumping to conclusions and shit with me. And don't you dare go back and delete or edit it, cause it;s your journal and you can bitch all you like, even if something you said irritates me. Everything's been irritating me lately. I have not had a good week and I think I'm suffering from PMS still.

*goes off to viciously maul things*

nachitor where are you? Come cheer me up. o_o

o_o

I just spent 2 hours on this.

I'm about ready to chew my hand off of my wrist to stop this insanity. :D But I reallyreally like it. I'm glad I spent alot of time on it, too. I've been meaning to make a really nice doll. Y'know, aside from the furry ones. :D It's me, of course, although I don't look that good iRL. Ah well. And yes, my hair is that long. It's crazy. I need to get it trimmed cause I never wear it down anymore. It's usually pulled up in a bun. I have that whole outfit, excluding the shoes. YES! I pixeled SHOES. I love them. They're so pretty. Although, my jeans iRL don't have the red piping/stitching on the sides. And my shirt is more tye-dye like. It's all red and orange and looks like a sunset. That's been my favorite outfit lately. Aside from my Candyland shirt. But it's white, and if I wear it more than, like, once a week, it's filthy. :P The base is from K . i w i. Go, there's really nice stuff there. :D