God, why. ;_;

It's 7:47AM...and I'm awake. On the computer. I should be going back to sleep. Auuugh. >_<

It's gonna be hot today. I can already feel the humidity in the room. Blah.

Got a bunch of stuff to do today that TJ asked me to do. I'm actually not all the grumpy about doing it as I usually am. Cause I was planning on doing some of it soon anyhow. Like cleaning cages and stuff. Rock. So, at least I'll have something to do when I get bored online.

I found a Matrix RP community last night. Which perks my interest. Of course, as soon as I saw 'NC-17 permitted, but not enforced' I was kinda turned off. I guess MUSHing does that to you. I'll probably keep an eye on the place, to see if it's bad of not. I just have no desire to be reading a bunch of post of pr0n and stuff. Maybe that's just me. I dunno. And I expect people to abuse the fact that they can RP NC-17 stuff. And I shudder at the thought of...slash and stuff. But, it'd be unthemely to the rules of the community, so I suppose that wouldn't happen. Of course, I think evereyone online lately is some slash freak. So maybe I'm just not giving it enough of a chance...

Anyhow...I need to make a new layout for Pipedreams. Auuugh. I really wish I didn't slack off on that page as much as I do. But all my stuff's at DeviantART. Hmmm...maybe I can work something out. I dunno.

Speaking of my art, I was thinking about it last night. And I realized, although I'm not drawing -as much- lately (or anymore), what I do draw I'm happy with. Quality over quantity, I guess. It's weird for me. But, even thought I'm happier with my art, I still can't do the damn comic. I don't know why. It...it intimidates me, I think. I think I'm scared to take on something so big, cause I have the feeling I won't finish it, or I'll loathe it. And that will make me unhappy. And I know TJ gets frustrated, cause she really wants to see it done. I just don't feel I'm ready for it yet. Hell, I don't even feel I can take on comissions because I'm so damned lazy. I don't know, it this weird? Does anyone else have this problem?

I need to eat something, luckly I got donuts last night. Mmmmm...cremesticks. :9 So obscene.

Oh my god...

So, around 8:30-9AM, AOL decides it's going to be a raving fuck. It will log on, and everything but my buddylist (in AOL) will load. I can't connect to AIM, LJ, anything. Couldn't even load pages -in- AOL. Stupid fucks. Did it even after rebooting and switching screen names. I finally said fuck it and went to sleep. Augh.

Fed Taylor. I don't know why I didn't have an insect-eating reptile sooner. Although, he only ate 3 crickets today. Didn't seem interested in the other two I ended up putting in there. Despite the one crawling on him. But I have him fresh water and salad and cleaned his cage a bit. So he's a happy camper.

I need to clean a little. At least I put all the damn pants in a pile this morning so I could fold them. Blah.

Yep.

Survey snagged from arphalia..

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Oh yeah.

Monkey Guyver: ... Your last name is Rose?
FallenAngel483: Yepyep.
Monkey Guyver: That's the sexiest thing ever.
Monkey Guyver: Take me now.