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I think little Jesse's going to die. He's really thin and cold and isn't moving much. He's still breathing and he'll get a burst of energy every now and then, but pther than that it's not very good.

Before TJ went to work, I told her to call the pet store and ask them what might be wrong. She told me to call because she 'didn't want to'. I couldn't call, because if I did, I knew I would have wound up in tears.

Of course, because of this, I wound up crying the in bathroom, trying to keep Jesse warm and clean out his eye.

And I know he's going to die, and there's nothing I can do about it. Because even if I had called and he needed medicine, there wouldn't have been enough time to get any, cause TJ had to be at work at 4PM. And he hasn't eaten yet, that I've seen at least. And I had to give him water by the dropper.

I just hope TJ brings home those vitamins and he gets better.

But I'm really doubting it...

Untitled.

Okay.

Jesse's doing...okay. He's sleeping, and still breathing. I think he ate a little earlier. Although, he fell in his water dish, and I had to dry him off. I gave him some toilet paper to make his nest warm. And I'm going to turn the heat in here up a bit. Cause I'm kinda cold, so I can't imagine how cold he might be.

I'm gonna go take a bath and try to relax. Make my head stop hurting. I hate it when I cry, cause I get so worn out and I get a awful headache.

And when I return, hopefully I'll be in the mood to write about yesterday, which was a great day.

Sooo...

Lets see if I can recount the events from yesterday.

I had to walk to my grammy's, cause I couldn't find the hag anywhere so she could take me out to the mall. It was a weird day. I mean, the feel of it. Overcast skies and everything felt/looked very gritty to me. And if felt like everything was in slow motion, and there were hardly any people walking. But I felt like I needed to be about walking. So I did. It wasn't too cold, at least.

TJ picks me up at my grandma's and we go back out to the mall. Horrible traffic. But, it is the Christmas season. We ran into Julie and her mom, and went over to the flea market. It's pretty nice. TJ got complimented on her outfit (picked out by me that morning, all black and gray. Black pants with gray insets, black shirt with a silver Decepticon logo on it, and the sweet black/gray Megatron button-up guys shirt I bough her) and her dog collar. :D And then there was the creepy lecher man who sold all the food. He kept hitting on us and being generally creepy. Ugh.

We went over to the mall, got TJ's layaway out. Woo. I think there's a Gir postcard of mine in the bag. Wandered around. Talked to Josh, he gave us a bag from Spencer's that some assholes had left at the comic stand. Had two Eminem posters and some scratchcard things in it. And the reciept. So I went and returned the items and got the cash (about $20) from it. Josh said it was our Christmas present. So it was $20 free. Woot.

Wound up in Kahunaville, cause I wanted to see if the Pump It Up machine was free. No. Of course not. Not on a Friday. Not on winter break. >_> But I got to watch this group of guys (all guys, no chicks playing it, which kinda pissed me off) completely kick ass at it. I love watching people play dancing games. So fun. While I was up there, TJ ran back down to the mall and wound up buying me DDR Konamix. x_x Bad TJ! My Christmas gift from her. *lovelove* I wanted to buy her something, but all I had was $10 (cause we split the $20), and everything I wanted to get her was $10 and up. :P

Ran into Mr. Byrd from school. He was sub there and had me, TJ, and alot of our friends in class. Also ran into Genina, Stephanie and another girl whose name I can't remember, at the same time. Gave Mr. Byrd our comic address, cause he wanted to check it out.

Got burbon chicken for dinner and headed home

Drug out the dance mat and played DDR for awhile. We didn't realize until today that the guy at the game store had put DDR in the case, not Konamix. So we went back today and fixed it, but we don't like Konamix (it doesn't have the songs we like in it. :P), so I think TJ's gonna trade Konamix for DDR. But it's super fun, and I really like playing it. Plus, it's exercise! Wooo! :D

I also finally got to play PIU today. It's hard. o_O But we had no clue what were the easy songs and stuff. Ah well. Pratice, pratice, pratice! :D





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Damnit....

He's gotten colder.

He's gonna fucking die and it's going to be my fault.

>_>

TJ called. Going to go out to the pet store and have him looked at. If there's no way to cure him, we're going to take himback to Petsmart. And I'll tell them that if he gets better, I's be interested in re-buying him..

I hope he'll be okay.