Fucking holiday/winter season....

Smurf name generator..., cause I'm so very bored.

Alaina Rose : Insatiable Smurf
Fallen Angel : Erotic Smurf

*eyes* Riiiiiiiiight... >_>

So, I've come to the conclusion that I absolutley hate this season. Bad things ALWAYS happen. Like right now, I've pretty much lost my job. I may not be getting that funding for college cause they want me to take a class that will produce a job in two years. And that's it. Have to find my own funding after that. Which sucks. -_- Cause art classes can take 4-6 years. And I fucking want to go to college and enjoy it and do what I want to do. -_-

I'm also -$130-something in the bank. And the cellphone's suspended until we pay it on Friday. Cause fucktard AOL sent in the bill early (cause it didn't get paid last month on time), so the bank sent back the cellphone bill. *sighs*

Although, I might have an interview at Video Update. Only problem is, it's out at the mall. And if I do get the job, it's going to be hell getting back and forth to work. I should start saving a little bit of money for the bus and stuff. I should probably start doing that anyhow.

I'm really not concerned about trying to go to work Thursday. I just -don't- want to deal with anyone there. And I'm supposed to go down to Coleman. And I'm actually getting paid for that. Although, I won't see the money for another two weeks.

*sighs*

On top of all that, I've felt like shit lately. I've been sleeping alot. I should be able to hibernate during the winter. Just sleep all the stress and the snow away. :P

I've also been having really fucked up dreams lately. Like the one with the little girl and the rat in a box. Being shipped around on a plane by her mother for dope money, or something like that. Then being all bloody and crying. Then...being somewhere cold. And I openend the box and the girl had became the rat (or soemthing like that) and her eyes were all white. And I picked her up and put her in my coat to warm her up. Then I woke up. o_o And another dream consisted of sonofberkowitz visiting and we were playing videogames or on the computer...or something. And there was a dream I had last night, but I don't remember it now.

The rat girl one's been on my mind since I had it. I can't figure it out.

Anywho, I'm going to go and try to look up scholarships and grants and stuff I could be eligible for. Whee.

I'm also hungry. Murf. :P

Blarg. -_-

Survey thing stolen from vics. Whee. o_o

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