Grrrrrawr! o_O

Bah, gotta go to bed early t'night cause we gotta get up for that interview. :P Makin' TJ some eggs and waiting for clothes to dry so I can hang 'em up. Went out earlier to get boxes. We were packing some of our shit up so we can get it out of here ASAP. I hate packing. I've done this shit all my life. I don't want to pack shit up anymore. Ever again. I want to move somewhere and stay there. Settle in. Be happy. Not have to worry if I'm going to have to up and leave and be toted off elsewhere. To who knows where. That's how my life's always been and I hate it. I love to travel, but not permanently. My mom's like this vagabond gypsy, she's so spontaneous. We'd always be moving from house to house or house to motel or house to apartment or soemthing like that, like once a year. I was always being uprooted from school, then tossed back into my old school. It was hell.

Hmmm...working on a new layout for my page. I still would like to move it. But I dunno where. :P I also need to scan up the pic I did of Phe the other day. It's all summery...or somethuing. Well, she's wearing shorts and a bikini. So I guess that's summery. ^_^;; I want summer to be here. I'm so sick of this craptastic off and on snowy/cold weather. I hate it. At least spring'll be here soon. Then my birthday. Something good to look forward to. Oh! Happy Birthday to Anya and Lisa!!!!!!!!!! *snuggles* Hope you two had (have...I'm not exactly sure -when- Anya's is... >_>;;;;) a wonderful day! ^_^ To everyone else, my birthday's the 8th of April! Buy me stuff....yessssss..... o_o

Linkin Park - In The End

It starts with one

One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried

So hard
And got SO far
But it the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
TO lose it all
But in the End
It Doesn't even Matter

One thing I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter