Augh. >_

[obliviousally_lj]

So, I sit down to work on an app for TMNT and...

I can't do it.

I just stared at it, like it was nothing more than random words and letters put together to make something vaugely coherant.

When I should have been seeing a character there. Personality and strengths and weaknesses.

But I didn't.

What happened?

The last couple weeks before my birthday all my creativity has been shot. Gone. And I don't know why. Does this happen to everyone when they turn 20? Is it just me? Am I losing everything I am? All my good moods have been gone lately. I haven't been all that cheerful or happy in the last two weeks. And it sucks. I dont' want to be like this. This isn't me. This makes me want to lay in bed and stare at the ceiling for hours on end.

I hate it.

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[digital-neko.livejournal.com]

Not that it's terribly helpful, but I know when I turned 20, I had the same feelings. For some people it's a big transition. But that's just me talking. And you seemed relatively okay before all the weather fluctuations hit. I know those have been affecting my moods quite a bit.