obliviousally_lj

I'm. So. Fucking. Frustrated.

At -everything-.

And my last two-three mornings havn't helped any.

I dropped my food on the floor yesterday. Yay. Then my pizza thing was cold and I had to re-warm it. While in the process of trying to make everyone else THEIR food.

Today, one hangup on the phone, one telemarketer, and the FUCKING CREDIT BUREAU. >_< Augh. Calling to bitch at me on when I could start paying off the $100-something I owe the bank. When I tell them I won't be working untul June, they say that I need to start paying it now. And then they ask what I'm paying my bills with now (I should have said nothing, but I was half asleep), I tell the bitch my child support checks from my mother. And shhe says I need to come down and start paying my thing with money from that. What? Money from a $44 check? How the fuck am I suppoed to fucking eat? AUGH!!!!!!!! >______________________<

I'm just FUCKING HATING EVERYTHING right now. I'm so fucking frustrated and pissy that it's unreal.

If I even take myself off of being away on AIM, don't be offended if I don't reply or anything. I'm jusdt not in the mood to chat unless I feel like it.

I've also realized that I just CANNOT hang out with people for extended periods of time. I just CAN'T. I need my 'me' time. And I tend to get REALLY pissy and start setting off 'get the fuck away from me' vibes.

There's so much shit I have to bitch about. But now right now. Augh. >_