Don't you wish.

[obliviousally_lj]

Y'know. I just realized that I really don't seem to fit in anywhere.

Seriously.

I mean, I love all my friends, online and off, but I can only seem to connect with them at certian times or under certian subjects. Is this weird? I mean, most of the time I'm just in the background, watching and observing. Which isn't what I want. I want to be in on everything and talking and laughing and shit like that.

My brain's thinking weird things right now. I think it's cause I'm sick. I always get like this when I'm sick. I'm hot and cold and up and down. And things are all weird in my head.

It only makes sense to me.

Maybe I need more people interaction. Maybe I need to talk to more people. Online and off. Maybe I need to get out more. Maybe I need to structure some purpose for waking up each day other than to wake up with TJ and get online when she goes to work. I shouldn't be doing this. I should be out working, or doing something like that.

Jeezus christ. There's the fucking mailbox keys I was searching for earlier. Right in front of my face.

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...Heh.

[kassil.livejournal.com]

Tell me about the feeling of not fitting in.

...It sucks to be a reptile in a mammal world.

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[amnesiacat.livejournal.com]

i completely understand what you mean about only connecting with certain people at certain times or about certain things. and needing to talk to more people and not just be in the background most of the time. that's something that bugs me too.
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