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Jul. 6th, 2002 04:10 pmGood afternoon. Woke up at 2PM, feelin' pretty good.
Need to finish inking the next comic before TJ and Drift maim me for it. o_O Yes...work on that today.
I want to do fanart for people. But I'm having a horrid artists block, and I've been preoccupied with the comic. Maybe it's because I'm not loafing at home anymore. I'm not drawing cause I'm bored now. I draw because I have a reason to. And my brain doesn't seem to like that. I think it's jealous. Jealous that I have a reason to draw now, and not just to waste time. Apparently my brain dislikes me making good use of my time. Odd brain.
I also want to talk to more people. People on my friend's list, people on BWTM. I still feel weird talking to most people on BWTM, cause I know them, but they don't know that. Cause I've watched TJ MUSH (and still do, when I'm not online) for the last...2 years or so, so I know almost everyone she knows. And I dislike most of the people she dislikes. Why? Because I've seen everything they've said/done. I just feel odd cause I don't know if some people are friends with be because of her, or if they actually like me. Maybe I'm just being paranoid...
My head's thinking today. Worries me...yes.
Had a weird dream last night. A few months ago, I had this dream where I was in this huge house and there was this natural disaster or some badass supernatural storm...or something of that sort... I was there with -someone- in the first dream, I can't remember who. It might have been one of my sibilings. Or all three. I don't know. That, or it was TJ. Anyways, in the first dream, I remember running from the room I was in (which was up a flight of stairs) with whoever I was with, and hiding underneath said stairs. I recall being really scared of the sound of the wind and all that. And that's all I remember fromt that one. I had a second dream where I returned to the house. I was going back to find something in my room, or salvage what was left in the room. But I couldn't get to it because of debris or people...or something. The one I had last night consisted of me finally getting to my room (TJ was with me this time) and collecting what was there. I recall putting tome things into a bag, and picking up some anime magazines and a volume of the Chobits manga. Weird. And I remember mentioning to TJ about the creepy wind and shuddering. Reoccuring dreams are weird.
There was another dream I had which consisted of me and TJ driving places. I'm assuming to visit people and stuff. And we'd stopped in a parking lot (I think...), and I refused to let TJ leave cause there was a cat under the hood of the car. Of course, I've actually had this happen. My mom, grammy, and sibilings had all went out to eat, and when we arrived at our destination, we heard a meowing. Turns out, one of our cats had ridden, under the hodd of the car, all the way to the resturant with us. Which was a pretty long drive. But the cat was okay, just a little confused. Also, before I woke up, I got a nosebleed. *shrugs* I have weird ass, disconnected dreams. Dunno what they mean... :P
Anyhow, might color my hair this weekend. Well, not really color it, just try to make it less that 49 shades of brown. >_o And I plan on coloring TJ's too, or at least bringing out the red in her hair. Whee. ^_^
Car show tonight. Ice cream! Wooooo! :9 I also need to get the $30 off my mom that she owes me. Might go to Pat Catans, TJ wants to pick up stuff for the wings for her fursuit. Might look around for stuff to do her scales with, too. I wanna pick up some more beads for bracelets. Maybe a new inking pen, or something art-like. Yeah.
Well, I go now. ^_^
Need to finish inking the next comic before TJ and Drift maim me for it. o_O Yes...work on that today.
I want to do fanart for people. But I'm having a horrid artists block, and I've been preoccupied with the comic. Maybe it's because I'm not loafing at home anymore. I'm not drawing cause I'm bored now. I draw because I have a reason to. And my brain doesn't seem to like that. I think it's jealous. Jealous that I have a reason to draw now, and not just to waste time. Apparently my brain dislikes me making good use of my time. Odd brain.
I also want to talk to more people. People on my friend's list, people on BWTM. I still feel weird talking to most people on BWTM, cause I know them, but they don't know that. Cause I've watched TJ MUSH (and still do, when I'm not online) for the last...2 years or so, so I know almost everyone she knows. And I dislike most of the people she dislikes. Why? Because I've seen everything they've said/done. I just feel odd cause I don't know if some people are friends with be because of her, or if they actually like me. Maybe I'm just being paranoid...
My head's thinking today. Worries me...yes.
Had a weird dream last night. A few months ago, I had this dream where I was in this huge house and there was this natural disaster or some badass supernatural storm...or something of that sort... I was there with -someone- in the first dream, I can't remember who. It might have been one of my sibilings. Or all three. I don't know. That, or it was TJ. Anyways, in the first dream, I remember running from the room I was in (which was up a flight of stairs) with whoever I was with, and hiding underneath said stairs. I recall being really scared of the sound of the wind and all that. And that's all I remember fromt that one. I had a second dream where I returned to the house. I was going back to find something in my room, or salvage what was left in the room. But I couldn't get to it because of debris or people...or something. The one I had last night consisted of me finally getting to my room (TJ was with me this time) and collecting what was there. I recall putting tome things into a bag, and picking up some anime magazines and a volume of the Chobits manga. Weird. And I remember mentioning to TJ about the creepy wind and shuddering. Reoccuring dreams are weird.
There was another dream I had which consisted of me and TJ driving places. I'm assuming to visit people and stuff. And we'd stopped in a parking lot (I think...), and I refused to let TJ leave cause there was a cat under the hood of the car. Of course, I've actually had this happen. My mom, grammy, and sibilings had all went out to eat, and when we arrived at our destination, we heard a meowing. Turns out, one of our cats had ridden, under the hodd of the car, all the way to the resturant with us. Which was a pretty long drive. But the cat was okay, just a little confused. Also, before I woke up, I got a nosebleed. *shrugs* I have weird ass, disconnected dreams. Dunno what they mean... :P
Anyhow, might color my hair this weekend. Well, not really color it, just try to make it less that 49 shades of brown. >_o And I plan on coloring TJ's too, or at least bringing out the red in her hair. Whee. ^_^
Car show tonight. Ice cream! Wooooo! :9 I also need to get the $30 off my mom that she owes me. Might go to Pat Catans, TJ wants to pick up stuff for the wings for her fursuit. Might look around for stuff to do her scales with, too. I wanna pick up some more beads for bracelets. Maybe a new inking pen, or something art-like. Yeah.
Well, I go now. ^_^
